1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:02:02,456 --> 00:02:03,874 I left the burner on. 4 00:02:06,001 --> 00:02:07,378 Oh, God. 5 00:02:19,932 --> 00:02:22,059 Oh, my God. 6 00:02:38,242 --> 00:02:42,538 ♪ I put all my blues away ♪ 7 00:02:44,540 --> 00:02:48,878 ♪ When the evening sun goes down ♪ 8 00:02:50,880 --> 00:02:54,758 ♪ The heat of the day ♪ 9 00:02:57,011 --> 00:03:00,890 ♪ The country and the town ♪ 10 00:03:02,850 --> 00:03:07,521 ♪ I can hear the rustling of leaves ♪ 11 00:03:08,898 --> 00:03:14,028 ♪ And the settling of dew ♪ 12 00:03:14,904 --> 00:03:19,617 ♪ Birds are sleeping in the trees ♪ 13 00:03:21,035 --> 00:03:25,831 ♪ And I'm wide awake with you ♪ 14 00:04:17,549 --> 00:04:18,550 What about me, huh? 15 00:04:19,301 --> 00:04:22,346 Doesn't the blue light ruin my sleep too? 16 00:04:23,097 --> 00:04:25,349 Okay. Here. Here you go. 17 00:04:25,432 --> 00:04:27,184 Hey, stop! 18 00:04:27,267 --> 00:04:29,269 I can't see, I can't see. 19 00:04:29,353 --> 00:04:30,396 Ah! 20 00:04:30,771 --> 00:04:33,315 No biting. 21 00:04:33,399 --> 00:04:35,192 Ow. No biting. 22 00:04:35,985 --> 00:04:37,027 Bad dog. 23 00:04:44,284 --> 00:04:46,078 Baby, haven't you seen that show before? 24 00:04:46,578 --> 00:04:47,955 Yeah, I have. 25 00:04:48,038 --> 00:04:49,873 You know, reruns are actually really great. 26 00:04:50,165 --> 00:04:51,417 Like comfort food? 27 00:04:51,500 --> 00:04:53,460 No, no, no. It's not indulgent. 28 00:04:53,544 --> 00:04:55,045 It's actually healthy. 29 00:04:55,129 --> 00:04:56,630 You know, the predictability reduces stress. 30 00:04:57,047 --> 00:04:58,090 Are you stressed, Jo-Jo? 31 00:04:58,757 --> 00:05:00,467 -I'm fine. -Mm. 32 00:05:03,637 --> 00:05:05,764 -I have my wage review today. -Can I get a mug? 33 00:05:06,140 --> 00:05:08,434 -Babe. -She's six weeks. 34 00:05:09,059 --> 00:05:10,811 Exactly. She doesn't need caffeine right now. 35 00:05:11,854 --> 00:05:14,023 How about, you know, when her naps get a little longer. 36 00:05:14,773 --> 00:05:17,026 Lucien. A sip is fine. 37 00:05:18,444 --> 00:05:19,611 Okay. 38 00:05:24,283 --> 00:05:25,367 Mm! Stop it! 39 00:05:29,496 --> 00:05:30,914 What are you two getting into today? 40 00:05:31,874 --> 00:05:33,167 Um... 41 00:05:33,459 --> 00:05:35,127 -Are you serious? -Yes. 42 00:05:35,961 --> 00:05:37,671 We're gonna eat, shit, and sleep. 43 00:05:38,338 --> 00:05:40,340 Hm. You must find the predictability 44 00:05:40,424 --> 00:05:42,092 -reduces your stress. -Mm. 45 00:05:42,176 --> 00:05:43,761 Okay, you can go. 46 00:05:44,344 --> 00:05:45,471 One day at a time, baby. 47 00:05:45,554 --> 00:05:47,431 -Go! -Going. 48 00:05:59,234 --> 00:06:00,319 Good luck today. 49 00:06:01,236 --> 00:06:02,279 Thank you. 50 00:06:21,590 --> 00:06:22,674 Lucien? 51 00:06:38,315 --> 00:06:39,399 You'll be fine. 52 00:06:39,900 --> 00:06:41,360 It's just a few hours. 53 00:06:41,985 --> 00:06:43,654 It's nine hours. 54 00:06:45,823 --> 00:06:46,740 Call a friend. 55 00:06:47,032 --> 00:06:48,325 Or I don't know. Fuck it. 56 00:06:49,409 --> 00:06:50,452 Watch TV. 57 00:07:16,145 --> 00:07:18,230 Okay. I really have to leave now. 58 00:07:18,313 --> 00:07:19,356 Hm. 59 00:07:30,200 --> 00:07:31,660 -See you later, okay? -Mm. 60 00:07:46,717 --> 00:07:49,052 Hey phone, start timer. 61 00:07:52,014 --> 00:07:53,056 No. 62 00:07:53,390 --> 00:07:54,433 What? 63 00:07:55,267 --> 00:07:59,146 Hey phone, white spot, nipple, breastfeeding. 64 00:08:01,148 --> 00:08:02,733 Oh, God. 65 00:08:30,093 --> 00:08:31,136 Okay. 66 00:08:45,400 --> 00:08:46,902 Shh. 67 00:08:48,904 --> 00:08:49,947 Okay. 68 00:09:01,541 --> 00:09:02,751 Hell yeah. 69 00:09:03,794 --> 00:09:04,920 Fuck you. 70 00:09:06,004 --> 00:09:07,256 Yep, you're up. 71 00:09:08,924 --> 00:09:09,967 Oh. 72 00:09:10,801 --> 00:09:13,011 Hey, phone, end timer. 73 00:09:16,014 --> 00:09:17,099 Hello. 74 00:09:19,768 --> 00:09:21,812 Hello, I'm talking to you. 75 00:09:23,730 --> 00:09:26,942 Look at me when I'm talking to you. 76 00:09:27,025 --> 00:09:30,112 What do you want to do today, huh? 77 00:09:31,029 --> 00:09:33,282 Yeah, I have one guess, and I think I'm right. 78 00:09:34,658 --> 00:09:36,910 All right, well, I'm not gonna let you eat alone. 79 00:09:40,247 --> 00:09:43,458 Oh, that's not delicious. 80 00:09:43,542 --> 00:09:44,584 Get something. 81 00:09:46,420 --> 00:09:47,462 Bingo. 82 00:09:47,546 --> 00:09:48,588 All right. 83 00:10:32,632 --> 00:10:33,675 Shut up. 84 00:10:34,676 --> 00:10:35,969 Shut up. 85 00:10:39,639 --> 00:10:41,183 Hi, ma'am, are you-- 86 00:10:41,266 --> 00:10:43,310 Shh! Come in. 87 00:10:43,602 --> 00:10:44,436 My baby's sleeping. 88 00:10:44,728 --> 00:10:45,729 Oh, oh. 89 00:10:46,855 --> 00:10:48,774 Are you Joanna Blau? 90 00:10:49,066 --> 00:10:50,067 Sometimes. 91 00:10:50,150 --> 00:10:52,736 Uh-huh, well, um... 92 00:11:00,035 --> 00:11:01,536 Do you need a glass of water? 93 00:11:01,620 --> 00:11:03,705 No, thank you. 94 00:11:03,789 --> 00:11:05,123 Gotta keep moving. 95 00:11:07,626 --> 00:11:09,795 Oh, just one second. 96 00:11:28,980 --> 00:11:30,065 Can you open this? 97 00:11:30,357 --> 00:11:32,234 Oh, okay. 98 00:11:40,659 --> 00:11:41,701 Oh. 99 00:11:43,286 --> 00:11:44,955 My, my, what a strong man. 100 00:11:45,831 --> 00:11:47,707 - Could you just please-- - What time is it? 101 00:11:48,750 --> 00:11:50,961 It's about 9:15. 102 00:11:54,131 --> 00:11:55,215 And what day is it? 103 00:11:56,716 --> 00:11:58,427 It's Monday. 104 00:11:58,510 --> 00:11:59,803 Right. 105 00:11:59,886 --> 00:12:01,471 Ma'am, if you could just please-- 106 00:12:01,555 --> 00:12:03,181 Don't call me ma'am, call me miss. 107 00:12:03,265 --> 00:12:04,641 Okay, miss. 108 00:12:04,933 --> 00:12:06,518 -I'm kidding, call me Joanna. -Yeah, I really-- 109 00:12:06,601 --> 00:12:07,853 Are you real? 110 00:12:10,063 --> 00:12:11,398 I'm sorry? 111 00:12:11,982 --> 00:12:13,984 Sometimes I can't tell if I'm dreaming. 112 00:12:16,862 --> 00:12:17,779 Ow! 113 00:12:18,071 --> 00:12:19,614 Oh, shit, what the fuck? 114 00:12:19,698 --> 00:12:21,700 Oh, sorry, I was supposed to pinch myself. 115 00:12:21,992 --> 00:12:23,618 -Oh, my God. -Oh, shit! 116 00:12:23,910 --> 00:12:24,828 Oh, I-- 117 00:12:25,120 --> 00:12:26,705 Okay, I-- 118 00:12:28,123 --> 00:12:30,959 I-- I have a schedule. 119 00:12:35,338 --> 00:12:36,381 Oh. 120 00:12:56,276 --> 00:12:58,528 ♪ Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up ♪ 121 00:12:58,820 --> 00:12:59,738 ♪ Gonna join the world ♪ 122 00:13:00,030 --> 00:13:00,989 Alma? 123 00:13:02,073 --> 00:13:03,116 Alma? 124 00:13:04,284 --> 00:13:05,535 Where's my baby? 125 00:13:05,619 --> 00:13:07,287 Alma! 126 00:13:07,370 --> 00:13:08,455 Alma! 127 00:13:09,247 --> 00:13:10,290 Alma! 128 00:13:10,373 --> 00:13:11,416 Where are you? 129 00:13:11,791 --> 00:13:14,377 Where are you? Alma! 130 00:13:21,134 --> 00:13:22,177 Holy fuck. 131 00:13:22,260 --> 00:13:23,303 Holy fuck. 132 00:13:28,391 --> 00:13:29,726 I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 133 00:13:47,619 --> 00:13:49,746 Hello? Is now a good time? 134 00:13:50,038 --> 00:13:51,623 Wait, what? I called you, Mom. 135 00:13:52,541 --> 00:13:54,042 Oh, I know, I know. 136 00:13:54,334 --> 00:13:56,419 But is now a good time, or can we talk later? 137 00:13:56,503 --> 00:13:58,505 Well, now is a terrible time, but now is the time I called 138 00:13:58,797 --> 00:14:00,090 because I want to talk to you now. 139 00:14:01,341 --> 00:14:03,260 Okay, okay, just let me step out. 140 00:14:05,595 --> 00:14:07,264 What's going on, sweetie? 141 00:14:07,347 --> 00:14:09,975 Well, I'm taking care of a tiny baby all by myself. 142 00:14:10,058 --> 00:14:13,144 Um, there's poop everywhere, my nipple is bleeding, 143 00:14:13,228 --> 00:14:16,231 I'm having weird dreams, and I'm very, very sad. 144 00:14:17,023 --> 00:14:19,776 You don't sound sad. You sound mad. 145 00:14:20,068 --> 00:14:21,403 Well, I'm mad, too. 146 00:14:22,571 --> 00:14:25,031 Oh, honey, I wish you weren't so far away. 147 00:14:25,699 --> 00:14:29,411 Well, why don't you just come here and, like, take care of us? 148 00:14:31,663 --> 00:14:34,499 Honey, you're already coming here at Thanksgiving. 149 00:14:34,791 --> 00:14:35,625 That's really soon. 150 00:14:35,917 --> 00:14:37,460 I'll meet the baby then. 151 00:14:37,544 --> 00:14:39,546 I don't need you to meet the baby, Mom. 152 00:14:39,629 --> 00:14:41,798 I need you to, like, hold the baby. 153 00:14:42,507 --> 00:14:44,593 Jo, you can do this. 154 00:14:45,051 --> 00:14:47,262 Women have been doing this for thousands of years, 155 00:14:47,345 --> 00:14:49,180 with much, much less. 156 00:14:49,264 --> 00:14:50,515 I didn't have anyone to help me. 157 00:14:50,807 --> 00:14:51,975 I know, I know. 158 00:14:52,726 --> 00:14:54,644 You know what I told myself when you were born? 159 00:14:54,936 --> 00:14:55,895 What? 160 00:14:56,730 --> 00:14:58,898 Any moron can have a baby. 161 00:14:59,941 --> 00:15:01,067 Okay. 162 00:15:01,985 --> 00:15:06,114 What I mean is, you're not the first one to have a baby. 163 00:15:06,406 --> 00:15:10,327 But it's-- it's my first time having a baby. 164 00:15:10,827 --> 00:15:13,038 I'm the first one to have this baby. 165 00:15:13,496 --> 00:15:16,750 Oh, sweetie, I wish you didn't live so far away. 166 00:15:17,042 --> 00:15:19,502 I'd do all your dishes and take out your trash 167 00:15:19,586 --> 00:15:20,962 and let you sleep. 168 00:15:21,046 --> 00:15:22,881 Then just come. I'll pay for your ticket. 169 00:15:23,465 --> 00:15:25,592 Joanna, honey, if you-- 170 00:15:25,884 --> 00:15:28,637 Mom, you have no idea how badly I need family right now. 171 00:15:29,638 --> 00:15:31,640 Is Lucien's family coming in? 172 00:15:31,723 --> 00:15:33,558 They live halfway around the world. 173 00:15:33,850 --> 00:15:35,644 It's, like, a really big deal for them to come here. 174 00:15:35,935 --> 00:15:37,187 They wish they could be here. 175 00:15:38,897 --> 00:15:40,649 You know what? 176 00:15:40,940 --> 00:15:43,360 Listen, honey, I'm gonna get you Aunt Miriam's number. 177 00:15:43,652 --> 00:15:44,778 She used to live in Chicago. 178 00:15:45,070 --> 00:15:46,279 She probably still does. 179 00:15:46,696 --> 00:15:47,989 She was very cool. 180 00:15:48,657 --> 00:15:50,283 -Like you. -Who is this? 181 00:15:51,242 --> 00:15:53,953 Your dad's brother Leonard's ex-wife. 182 00:15:54,537 --> 00:15:56,498 Oh, you just loved her when you were little. 183 00:15:56,790 --> 00:15:58,833 I-- I have no memory of this person. 184 00:15:59,250 --> 00:16:01,252 Of course you don't. You were a baby. 185 00:16:04,881 --> 00:16:06,257 I want my mom. 186 00:16:07,926 --> 00:16:11,096 I'm fixing it, okay? 187 00:16:11,179 --> 00:16:15,058 You're gonna have somebody, and I'll see you in eight weeks. 188 00:16:15,350 --> 00:16:17,310 It'll go by so fast, okay? 189 00:16:17,394 --> 00:16:18,561 Okay. 190 00:16:19,062 --> 00:16:20,105 Okay. 191 00:16:20,188 --> 00:16:21,606 I love you. 192 00:16:21,690 --> 00:16:22,774 I love you, too. 193 00:16:46,840 --> 00:16:47,799 Hey, phone, 194 00:16:48,091 --> 00:16:49,050 start timer. 195 00:17:01,187 --> 00:17:02,230 Bless you. 196 00:17:06,901 --> 00:17:08,778 Hey, phone, end timer. 197 00:17:21,499 --> 00:17:24,169 ♪ You got the drive, you got the goods ♪ 198 00:17:24,252 --> 00:17:28,298 ♪ Life's your oyster, eat it like you should ♪ 199 00:17:28,798 --> 00:17:30,175 ♪ Badum bum ♪ 200 00:17:31,634 --> 00:17:34,220 ♪ You try so hard, you work all day ♪ 201 00:17:46,983 --> 00:17:48,026 Sandra! 202 00:17:48,401 --> 00:17:50,195 - Joanna! - Hi! 203 00:17:50,278 --> 00:17:52,989 - Oh, let me see that baby. - Oh, yeah. 204 00:17:54,365 --> 00:17:55,408 Oh. 205 00:17:55,492 --> 00:17:57,285 Oh, congratulations. 206 00:17:57,368 --> 00:17:58,536 You did it! 207 00:17:59,662 --> 00:18:01,915 - Hey, phone, start timer. - Oh, my goodness. 208 00:18:02,290 --> 00:18:03,583 What are you doing here? 209 00:18:03,875 --> 00:18:07,962 I--I got on the bus, and I got off here. 210 00:18:08,046 --> 00:18:09,130 Okay. 211 00:18:09,672 --> 00:18:11,257 It feels really good to be here. 212 00:18:11,341 --> 00:18:12,967 -Like, so good. -Really? 213 00:18:13,051 --> 00:18:14,427 Yes, it does. 214 00:18:14,761 --> 00:18:17,472 Hey, is your vagina like a gaping open mouth now? 215 00:18:18,681 --> 00:18:20,183 You have no idea. 216 00:18:20,475 --> 00:18:22,602 I do not remember anything about my vagina before. 217 00:18:22,894 --> 00:18:24,604 Okay, because it fucking burns, right? 218 00:18:24,687 --> 00:18:26,231 - Oh, yes, it does. - Yeah. 219 00:18:26,314 --> 00:18:28,191 You gotta get those little ice pack pad things 220 00:18:28,274 --> 00:18:29,400 - they make you-- - I have them. 221 00:18:29,484 --> 00:18:31,236 -Are you back? -Hi! 222 00:18:31,319 --> 00:18:33,988 - Oh, hi, Tommy. - Oh, mommy! 223 00:18:35,782 --> 00:18:37,659 Oh, my God, I found the perfect Halloween costume 224 00:18:37,951 --> 00:18:39,244 for you, and, um... 225 00:18:39,327 --> 00:18:41,037 -Alma. -Alma. 226 00:18:41,704 --> 00:18:42,747 - Alma. - Thank you. 227 00:18:43,039 --> 00:18:44,207 - Sorry. - It's okay. 228 00:18:44,499 --> 00:18:45,750 - Check this out. - Oh, wow. 229 00:18:45,834 --> 00:18:47,377 Oh, okay, that's horrendous. 230 00:18:48,586 --> 00:18:50,213 You should send that to Amber, right? 231 00:18:50,505 --> 00:18:51,756 - She's on maternity leave? - Yeah. 232 00:18:52,048 --> 00:18:53,007 Can I sing to her? 233 00:18:53,091 --> 00:18:54,884 Oh, um, probably not. 234 00:18:54,968 --> 00:18:56,719 She's asleep, so rain check. 235 00:18:57,011 --> 00:18:58,763 Um, is-- is Irene here? 236 00:18:59,097 --> 00:19:00,473 Uh, yeah. 237 00:19:00,932 --> 00:19:02,725 Do you guys have, like, a-- a meeting? 238 00:19:03,017 --> 00:19:04,894 No, no, I just-- I was coming to say hi. 239 00:19:05,436 --> 00:19:07,772 Um, hey, do you want to get lunch after? 240 00:19:08,481 --> 00:19:11,609 Uh, it is literally, like, 10:20. 241 00:19:11,693 --> 00:19:13,069 - Is it? - Yeah. 242 00:19:13,152 --> 00:19:14,529 Okay. 243 00:19:14,821 --> 00:19:16,489 Oh, plus I've been going to the gym on my break. 244 00:19:16,739 --> 00:19:17,740 Oh, that's great. 245 00:19:18,032 --> 00:19:19,158 Maybe another time. 246 00:19:19,492 --> 00:19:20,535 For sure. 247 00:19:22,871 --> 00:19:24,622 Oh, baby, are you okay? 248 00:19:26,457 --> 00:19:27,584 I'm fine. 249 00:19:27,667 --> 00:19:28,501 - You sure? - Yeah. 250 00:19:28,793 --> 00:19:29,919 I'm just really tired. 251 00:19:30,795 --> 00:19:32,505 I'm fine. Don't even worry. 252 00:19:32,589 --> 00:19:33,715 Um, great to see you. 253 00:19:33,798 --> 00:19:35,091 - Yeah, you too. - Yeah. 254 00:19:39,178 --> 00:19:41,806 Oh, poor baby. 255 00:19:41,890 --> 00:19:42,932 Can I sing to you? 256 00:19:44,893 --> 00:19:45,810 Knock knock. 257 00:19:46,102 --> 00:19:47,353 Joanna! 258 00:19:47,437 --> 00:19:48,938 Baby. 259 00:19:49,022 --> 00:19:50,607 Hey, Irene, is now a good time? 260 00:19:50,690 --> 00:19:51,900 Sure, hon. Come on in. 261 00:19:58,823 --> 00:20:00,116 I just wanted you to meet Alma. 262 00:20:00,909 --> 00:20:02,285 Adorable. How old now? 263 00:20:02,577 --> 00:20:03,661 Six weeks. 264 00:20:03,953 --> 00:20:05,038 So beautiful. 265 00:20:05,330 --> 00:20:06,331 How's she sleeping? 266 00:20:06,873 --> 00:20:08,958 Um, great. Yeah. 267 00:20:09,042 --> 00:20:10,084 Yeah, we got really lucky. 268 00:20:10,168 --> 00:20:11,794 Good. 269 00:20:12,086 --> 00:20:14,297 I got this advice when my son was born, and it saved me. 270 00:20:14,589 --> 00:20:15,882 Sleep when she sleeps. 271 00:20:16,466 --> 00:20:17,508 Huh. 272 00:20:17,800 --> 00:20:19,260 Wow. I haven't heard that. 273 00:20:20,678 --> 00:20:22,513 So, do you feel different? 274 00:20:23,306 --> 00:20:26,184 Mm, you know, I feel like myself. 275 00:20:26,476 --> 00:20:28,102 Yeah. I'm kind of shocked 276 00:20:28,186 --> 00:20:29,979 at how much I feel like myself, you know? 277 00:20:30,063 --> 00:20:31,564 Like, I have new responsibilities, of course, 278 00:20:31,648 --> 00:20:33,274 but my goals are all the same. 279 00:20:33,566 --> 00:20:35,610 -Like, every-- -This isn't a test, Joanna. 280 00:20:38,446 --> 00:20:39,489 Okay. 281 00:20:39,948 --> 00:20:41,282 Yeah, I do feel pretty different. 282 00:20:41,574 --> 00:20:43,576 -Yeah. -It's the biggest life change. 283 00:20:43,660 --> 00:20:45,912 Your priorities shift. 284 00:20:45,995 --> 00:20:47,664 Totally. Yeah. 285 00:20:47,956 --> 00:20:49,624 I mean, I haven't felt like making any real art, you know? 286 00:20:49,707 --> 00:20:51,376 Like, anything meaningful. 287 00:20:51,459 --> 00:20:52,794 Like, not like graphics, but something like a real piece, 288 00:20:52,877 --> 00:20:54,420 and just in forever. 289 00:20:54,504 --> 00:20:55,880 I mean, well, not since this parasite came along. 290 00:20:55,964 --> 00:20:57,173 Not that she's a disease. 291 00:20:57,465 --> 00:20:58,883 Well, not that a parasite is a disease. 292 00:20:58,967 --> 00:21:00,593 Those are two different things. Um, I-- 293 00:21:00,677 --> 00:21:01,803 You know what? What am I saying? 294 00:21:01,886 --> 00:21:03,137 I love her, obviously. 295 00:21:03,429 --> 00:21:08,267 Um, I just-- I don't feel like I know her yet. 296 00:21:08,351 --> 00:21:11,312 Like, she's kind of aloof. 297 00:21:12,397 --> 00:21:14,524 Well, from what I can see, she's darling. 298 00:21:14,941 --> 00:21:15,984 Eh, we'll see. 299 00:21:17,860 --> 00:21:18,987 Okay. 300 00:21:19,654 --> 00:21:21,155 I'm swamped, hon, so. 301 00:21:21,239 --> 00:21:22,448 Oh, actually, um, no, this is why-- 302 00:21:22,740 --> 00:21:24,450 this is why I wanted to talk to you. 303 00:21:24,534 --> 00:21:27,370 I-- I was thinking that I could come back, like, now-ish. 304 00:21:27,453 --> 00:21:31,082 Oh, no, honey, we've got someone to cover graphics. 305 00:21:31,165 --> 00:21:34,669 Um, thank you, but, um, no, I feel-- 306 00:21:35,169 --> 00:21:36,671 I feel ready to come back. 307 00:21:36,963 --> 00:21:39,215 It's not possible this quarter. You told me you'd be out. 308 00:21:39,549 --> 00:21:44,554 Okay, um, yeah, we could just keep it as is for December, 309 00:21:44,637 --> 00:21:46,264 -I think, and-- -I'll see what I can do, 310 00:21:46,347 --> 00:21:47,390 but I'm pretty certain your replacement 311 00:21:47,473 --> 00:21:48,558 will be continuing on. 312 00:21:49,017 --> 00:21:50,768 Like, working on my projects? 313 00:21:51,060 --> 00:21:52,520 Working on our projects, yes. 314 00:21:52,812 --> 00:21:54,397 Right. No, I just-- it's the-- 315 00:21:54,480 --> 00:21:57,775 I designed the new logo and-- and the whole look. 316 00:21:58,067 --> 00:21:59,569 I-- I have a lot of new ideas. 317 00:21:59,861 --> 00:22:01,362 Well, I'm pretty sure 318 00:22:01,446 --> 00:22:02,780 she'll put her own spin on things, not to worry. 319 00:22:02,989 --> 00:22:05,491 I think she finds the work pretty meaningful. 320 00:22:05,575 --> 00:22:07,035 Irene, come on. 321 00:22:07,326 --> 00:22:08,995 I-- Of course the work is meaningful. 322 00:22:09,287 --> 00:22:10,538 It's just-- it's a job, right? 323 00:22:10,830 --> 00:22:12,498 I mean, it's my job. I'm really good at it. 324 00:22:12,790 --> 00:22:14,459 I could do it in my sleep, 325 00:22:14,542 --> 00:22:16,044 which I don't even have to do because I never sleep. 326 00:22:16,127 --> 00:22:17,920 I could do it any time. I could do it at 2 a.m., 327 00:22:18,004 --> 00:22:19,380 I'm-- I'm awake. I'm available, like, call me up. 328 00:22:19,464 --> 00:22:20,673 We're covered, sweetie, not to worry. 329 00:22:22,675 --> 00:22:27,430 Okay, um, I just want to pause here and just-- 330 00:22:28,014 --> 00:22:29,307 let's just take a look at what's happening. 331 00:22:30,266 --> 00:22:34,145 Because I-- I worked until I delivered, 332 00:22:34,228 --> 00:22:36,272 and then I asked for three months off 333 00:22:36,355 --> 00:22:37,565 to take care of my newborn, 334 00:22:37,857 --> 00:22:40,276 and now I don't have a job anymore, 335 00:22:40,359 --> 00:22:44,030 which it's-- it's just sounding sort of illegal. 336 00:22:44,989 --> 00:22:46,532 I'll tell you what's happening. 337 00:22:47,158 --> 00:22:48,659 You weren't available for the job, 338 00:22:48,951 --> 00:22:50,119 so we got a replacement. 339 00:22:50,536 --> 00:22:52,330 Well, I wasn't available because I had a baby. 340 00:22:52,413 --> 00:22:54,749 It makes no difference why you weren't available. 341 00:22:55,124 --> 00:22:56,417 It could have been for any reason, 342 00:22:56,501 --> 00:22:58,044 and I would have had to hire someone new. 343 00:22:58,711 --> 00:23:01,923 Well, I don't think you can let someone go 344 00:23:02,215 --> 00:23:03,382 just for having a baby. 345 00:23:03,841 --> 00:23:05,259 I-- I'm not letting you go. 346 00:23:05,343 --> 00:23:06,719 I don't have any work for you right now. 347 00:23:07,011 --> 00:23:08,721 It has nothing to do with you having a baby. 348 00:23:08,805 --> 00:23:10,264 Well, obviously it does because I would have been here 349 00:23:10,348 --> 00:23:11,808 - if I didn't have a baby, so-- - Joanna, 350 00:23:11,891 --> 00:23:13,142 don't take it personally, we found someone 351 00:23:13,226 --> 00:23:14,685 who's available. 352 00:23:14,977 --> 00:23:17,396 I'm sitting here telling you I am available now. 353 00:23:17,480 --> 00:23:18,564 I'd love to come back. 354 00:23:18,648 --> 00:23:21,025 Joanna, I've been in your shoes. 355 00:23:21,484 --> 00:23:23,945 I've wanted to be supermom and a career woman. 356 00:23:24,570 --> 00:23:28,199 Irene, I just want to work at my job, okay? 357 00:23:28,282 --> 00:23:30,326 I want to spare you saying something you'll regret. 358 00:23:31,077 --> 00:23:32,912 I remember that the hormonal changes 359 00:23:32,995 --> 00:23:34,205 and sleep deprivation made me 360 00:23:34,497 --> 00:23:35,915 a very different person for a while. 361 00:23:38,042 --> 00:23:40,503 Was your boss this compassionate when you had your son? 362 00:23:40,795 --> 00:23:42,713 Honey, I wasn't a contract worker. 363 00:23:42,797 --> 00:23:44,215 I had a full-time job. 364 00:23:44,298 --> 00:23:47,093 That's what I thought I had. 365 00:23:47,176 --> 00:23:49,887 We weren't your only client, Joanna, were we? 366 00:23:50,179 --> 00:23:51,681 Wait, what? 367 00:23:52,473 --> 00:23:55,476 What are-- wait, like... 368 00:23:55,560 --> 00:23:56,853 You-- You're saying you're my client? 369 00:23:57,145 --> 00:23:58,604 I-- You're-- I'm your employee. 370 00:23:58,688 --> 00:23:59,897 You're 1099, Joanna. 371 00:24:00,189 --> 00:24:01,149 You're a freelancer. 372 00:24:02,066 --> 00:24:03,442 So? 373 00:24:03,734 --> 00:24:05,820 So, you need to find yourself some new clients. 374 00:24:05,903 --> 00:24:06,988 You have a baby. 375 00:24:10,158 --> 00:24:11,200 I know. 376 00:24:17,290 --> 00:24:19,083 Hey, phone, end timer. 377 00:24:36,058 --> 00:24:41,939 ♪ The stars will align, baby ♪ 378 00:25:03,961 --> 00:25:07,340 ♪ Maybe ♪ 379 00:25:07,632 --> 00:25:13,721 ♪ It's all based on babies ♪ 380 00:25:14,013 --> 00:25:16,432 ♪ Maybe ♪ 381 00:25:16,515 --> 00:25:22,188 ♪ The stars will align, baby ♪ 382 00:25:22,480 --> 00:25:24,065 ♪ Badum bum ♪ 383 00:25:28,444 --> 00:25:29,487 Ugh. 384 00:25:29,987 --> 00:25:31,072 Holy shit. 385 00:25:31,906 --> 00:25:33,366 You have to change your baby. 386 00:25:33,449 --> 00:25:34,742 - Yeah, I'm aware. - What are you do-- 387 00:25:35,034 --> 00:25:36,410 Get out of the bal-- 388 00:25:36,494 --> 00:25:37,578 -You're caught in the balloons. -Am I? 389 00:25:37,662 --> 00:25:38,829 Yes, get-- 390 00:25:40,206 --> 00:25:41,958 Stop. Slow down. 391 00:25:44,585 --> 00:25:45,711 Sorry about that. 392 00:25:51,175 --> 00:25:52,218 Okay. 393 00:26:44,103 --> 00:26:45,146 My loves! 394 00:26:45,229 --> 00:26:46,355 I just sat down. 395 00:26:46,439 --> 00:26:47,857 Aw! 396 00:26:48,190 --> 00:26:49,525 Are you cold? 397 00:26:49,608 --> 00:26:50,693 Come here. 398 00:26:51,235 --> 00:26:53,070 Let's get you some clothes. 399 00:26:53,362 --> 00:26:54,905 I literally just-- 400 00:26:54,989 --> 00:26:56,365 Yeah, I got a dollar raise today. 401 00:26:56,449 --> 00:26:57,491 Oh, that's great. 402 00:27:15,468 --> 00:27:17,636 Mm. You went outside today? 403 00:27:18,137 --> 00:27:19,180 Yeah, we took a walk. 404 00:27:19,472 --> 00:27:20,681 Oh, that's good, Jo-Jo. 405 00:27:20,973 --> 00:27:22,266 Yeah, fresh air's really good for her. 406 00:27:22,350 --> 00:27:23,684 - Hm. - Okay. 407 00:27:25,311 --> 00:27:27,063 Coffee? 408 00:27:27,146 --> 00:27:28,397 Um, a few sips. 409 00:27:29,523 --> 00:27:30,649 How'd she nap today? 410 00:27:30,733 --> 00:27:31,817 Not wonderfully. 411 00:27:32,485 --> 00:27:35,029 Oh, babe, have tea for now. 412 00:27:35,821 --> 00:27:37,615 Yeah. Have you seen Alma 413 00:27:37,907 --> 00:27:38,741 when she doesn't have her coffee? 414 00:27:39,033 --> 00:27:39,992 It's not cute. 415 00:27:41,786 --> 00:27:42,870 Okay, we'll start dinner. 416 00:27:44,747 --> 00:27:46,040 Oh, you have poop on you. 417 00:27:46,624 --> 00:27:47,750 God, I forgot. 418 00:27:52,922 --> 00:27:54,173 An appetizer? 419 00:27:54,256 --> 00:27:55,591 Mmm, yeah. 420 00:27:56,634 --> 00:27:57,676 Thank you. 421 00:27:58,427 --> 00:28:00,054 You have no idea how much I want-- 422 00:28:00,137 --> 00:28:01,722 Oh my God, are you okay? 423 00:28:03,057 --> 00:28:04,100 Oh, my God. 424 00:28:07,144 --> 00:28:08,062 I don't know, I'm fine. 425 00:28:08,354 --> 00:28:09,313 You sure? 426 00:28:09,397 --> 00:28:10,564 Yeah. 427 00:28:11,065 --> 00:28:12,108 Fine. 428 00:28:23,536 --> 00:28:24,954 Oh, hey, I'll take one. 429 00:28:25,037 --> 00:28:26,705 Oh, go on, take a few. 430 00:28:27,623 --> 00:28:28,666 Thank you. 431 00:28:30,876 --> 00:28:31,919 Oh my God. 432 00:28:32,711 --> 00:28:33,838 I'm sorry. 433 00:28:42,596 --> 00:28:43,639 Ow. 434 00:28:50,438 --> 00:28:51,480 Help. 435 00:28:57,153 --> 00:28:58,612 Who is it? 436 00:28:58,696 --> 00:29:00,990 Hi, Miriam. It's Joanna, Leonard's niece. 437 00:29:01,866 --> 00:29:03,576 Sorry I'm late, I-- 438 00:29:20,301 --> 00:29:21,469 Who is it? 439 00:29:21,552 --> 00:29:22,595 It's Joanna. 440 00:29:25,181 --> 00:29:26,182 Miriam. 441 00:29:27,016 --> 00:29:28,309 I told you it was me. 442 00:29:31,729 --> 00:29:32,771 Oh, God. 443 00:29:34,857 --> 00:29:36,317 Do you drink coffee? 444 00:29:36,400 --> 00:29:37,818 Yeah, yeah, that'd be great. 445 00:29:37,902 --> 00:29:39,403 All right, the canister's in the cabinet 446 00:29:39,695 --> 00:29:41,614 right above the sink. 447 00:29:41,697 --> 00:29:42,990 I won't have any if you're not. 448 00:29:43,073 --> 00:29:44,909 Oh, I am. The water just boiled. 449 00:29:46,327 --> 00:29:47,369 Yeah. 450 00:29:49,747 --> 00:29:51,081 Thank you. Okay. 451 00:30:05,346 --> 00:30:07,515 I didn't know you'd be bringing the baby? 452 00:30:07,806 --> 00:30:09,433 Yeah, well, we're kind of a package deal. 453 00:30:10,809 --> 00:30:13,312 Leonard and I did not want to have children. 454 00:30:14,563 --> 00:30:15,856 People really romanticize it, 455 00:30:15,940 --> 00:30:17,775 but, um, it's actually really hard. 456 00:30:18,067 --> 00:30:20,778 Hey, Miriam, how exactly do you want me to make this coffee? 457 00:30:21,070 --> 00:30:22,238 The cone's in the sink. 458 00:30:22,321 --> 00:30:23,948 Oh. 459 00:30:24,031 --> 00:30:24,907 Great. 460 00:30:25,199 --> 00:30:26,283 Um, filters? 461 00:30:28,244 --> 00:30:29,411 Mm-hmm. 462 00:30:30,037 --> 00:30:32,373 Well, I wanted you to meet your grandniece. 463 00:30:32,456 --> 00:30:33,582 This is Alma. 464 00:30:33,666 --> 00:30:34,708 Very nice. 465 00:30:35,125 --> 00:30:36,835 -Mazel tov. -Thank you. 466 00:30:37,670 --> 00:30:39,338 There are cookies behind you. 467 00:30:39,421 --> 00:30:41,215 Oh. 468 00:30:41,298 --> 00:30:42,299 Yeah. 469 00:30:43,384 --> 00:30:44,593 Just bring the can. 470 00:30:49,723 --> 00:30:52,101 I hope you're not going to be talking to me about your baby. 471 00:30:52,184 --> 00:30:53,811 I truly am not interested. 472 00:30:54,937 --> 00:30:56,605 Oh, okay, um... 473 00:30:56,689 --> 00:30:58,566 So you're not going to hold her while I take a nap? 474 00:30:59,400 --> 00:31:00,859 - What? - I don't know. That's-- 475 00:31:01,151 --> 00:31:02,653 That's what everyone says they're going to do, like, 476 00:31:02,736 --> 00:31:04,029 I'll come over and hold her while you rest. 477 00:31:04,321 --> 00:31:05,906 But so far, no one's shown up. 478 00:31:09,118 --> 00:31:11,328 You came across town for me to hold your baby? 479 00:31:11,620 --> 00:31:14,123 No, I came across town for you to hold me. 480 00:31:14,206 --> 00:31:15,249 What? 481 00:31:15,624 --> 00:31:17,293 I'm kidding. Kind of. 482 00:31:17,751 --> 00:31:21,005 I thought you were here to sell me Tupperware or Mary Kay. 483 00:31:21,338 --> 00:31:24,883 Um, do you need Tupperware or Mary Kay? 484 00:31:24,967 --> 00:31:26,218 I like the samples. 485 00:31:27,177 --> 00:31:28,220 Okay. 486 00:31:32,016 --> 00:31:33,392 -Oh. Right. -Oh, yeah. 487 00:31:34,602 --> 00:31:35,769 You know what? 488 00:31:36,020 --> 00:31:37,104 We should probably get going anyway. 489 00:31:37,187 --> 00:31:38,314 Goodbye. 490 00:31:40,107 --> 00:31:41,400 Okay. Um... 491 00:31:42,443 --> 00:31:43,611 All right. 492 00:31:43,902 --> 00:31:45,112 It was lovely meeting you, Miriam. 493 00:31:52,870 --> 00:31:53,912 You know, if you need anything-- 494 00:31:53,996 --> 00:31:56,999 I don't. You do. Remember? 495 00:31:57,082 --> 00:31:58,292 What? 496 00:31:58,375 --> 00:32:00,628 You need someone to hold your baby. 497 00:32:00,711 --> 00:32:01,879 I can hold my baby. 498 00:32:02,421 --> 00:32:03,714 I'm not your mother. 499 00:32:04,006 --> 00:32:04,965 Thank God. 500 00:32:13,390 --> 00:32:14,433 Wow. 501 00:32:17,478 --> 00:32:18,520 Okay. 502 00:32:24,026 --> 00:32:25,110 Where would you like to sit? 503 00:32:26,070 --> 00:32:27,404 Um, on the floor? 504 00:32:27,905 --> 00:32:28,947 Okay. 505 00:32:30,699 --> 00:32:31,909 There should be a place where you could have 506 00:32:32,201 --> 00:32:33,160 picnics year-round. 507 00:32:34,536 --> 00:32:35,788 Right here? 508 00:32:36,080 --> 00:32:37,581 No, no, no. Like, a place you'd go to. 509 00:32:37,665 --> 00:32:39,750 Like, there'd be, like, AstroTurf on the ground. 510 00:32:40,042 --> 00:32:41,835 Hammocks and-- and, like-- 511 00:32:42,336 --> 00:32:44,797 And, like, lawn games and those-- those UV lamps. 512 00:32:45,089 --> 00:32:46,340 - Uh. - You know? 513 00:32:46,590 --> 00:32:47,758 Would people bring their own picnic baskets? 514 00:32:48,050 --> 00:32:49,051 Yeah, or you could have concessions. 515 00:32:49,134 --> 00:32:50,427 Like, you could have... 516 00:32:50,511 --> 00:32:51,804 You could have gluten-free baskets, 517 00:32:51,887 --> 00:32:53,597 meat baskets, vegetarian baskets, 518 00:32:53,889 --> 00:32:55,140 cheese baskets, fruit baskets. 519 00:32:55,432 --> 00:32:56,809 You could have baskets with just donuts inside. 520 00:32:57,101 --> 00:32:58,727 And just, like, really... 521 00:32:58,811 --> 00:33:00,437 - I get it, I get it. - Any kind of basket. 522 00:33:00,521 --> 00:33:01,605 And then no sunscreen required. 523 00:33:02,064 --> 00:33:03,023 -It's great. -You're not wondering 524 00:33:03,315 --> 00:33:04,441 where the toilet is? 525 00:33:04,525 --> 00:33:06,026 -Ew. -What? 526 00:33:06,402 --> 00:33:08,529 Like, when you say that, it sounds like it's an emergency. 527 00:33:10,197 --> 00:33:12,116 -You prefer bathroom? -Uh, yeah. 528 00:33:12,199 --> 00:33:13,992 I would much rather have people imagining me 529 00:33:14,076 --> 00:33:16,120 taking a bubble bath than taking a shit. 530 00:33:16,203 --> 00:33:17,162 "Excuse me, boss. 531 00:33:17,454 --> 00:33:18,288 I have to use the toilet." 532 00:33:18,580 --> 00:33:19,665 It sounds like it's too late. 533 00:33:20,290 --> 00:33:22,584 But do you think every time you tell someone 534 00:33:22,668 --> 00:33:24,002 you're going to the toilet, they're actually imagining 535 00:33:24,086 --> 00:33:25,337 -what you're doing in there? -Mm-hmm. 536 00:33:25,629 --> 00:33:27,339 Yeah, they do. 537 00:33:35,055 --> 00:33:37,307 Now, when they show up, try not to roll up 538 00:33:37,599 --> 00:33:38,559 on them in your little chair. 539 00:33:38,642 --> 00:33:39,560 Guests don't like that. 540 00:33:39,852 --> 00:33:41,770 Lucien, that woman needs help. 541 00:33:42,730 --> 00:33:45,524 Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna go pee 542 00:33:45,607 --> 00:33:47,025 and maybe fart a little bit. 543 00:33:47,109 --> 00:33:48,694 Just want to give you an accurate picture while I'm away. 544 00:33:48,777 --> 00:33:49,987 Oh, okay. Thank you. 545 00:33:52,656 --> 00:33:54,450 -Friends! -You're alive. 546 00:33:54,533 --> 00:33:56,493 -How are you doing? -Good. 547 00:33:56,785 --> 00:33:58,537 What's happening in the outside world? 548 00:33:58,620 --> 00:34:00,122 Oh, she's so tiny. 549 00:34:00,414 --> 00:34:01,582 Yeah, despite eating constantly. 550 00:34:01,665 --> 00:34:02,958 We come bearing tacos. 551 00:34:04,334 --> 00:34:05,711 Yum, yum, yum. Go sit down. 552 00:34:06,003 --> 00:34:08,672 You have an actual, real-life baby. 553 00:34:08,756 --> 00:34:10,048 So far. Yeah. 554 00:34:11,341 --> 00:34:12,593 Is everything going okay? 555 00:34:12,676 --> 00:34:13,844 Hey, where's the father? 556 00:34:14,136 --> 00:34:15,554 He's in the toilet. 557 00:34:15,846 --> 00:34:17,848 I just asked because my niece was really colicky, 558 00:34:18,140 --> 00:34:19,558 -so my sister got-- -Oh, God, yeah. 559 00:34:19,850 --> 00:34:20,684 She cries a lot. 560 00:34:20,976 --> 00:34:22,144 I cry a lot. 561 00:34:22,478 --> 00:34:23,979 At the hospital, they gave me these pamphlets 562 00:34:24,062 --> 00:34:25,522 that are like, "Your baby's gonna cry a lot, 563 00:34:25,814 --> 00:34:27,232 but don't shake your baby. 564 00:34:27,316 --> 00:34:29,443 And she needs to breastfeed every two hours, 565 00:34:29,526 --> 00:34:31,236 but don't shake your baby. 566 00:34:31,528 --> 00:34:33,113 And her poop's gonna be yellow, but don't shake your baby." 567 00:34:33,197 --> 00:34:34,823 So, wait, are you supposed to shake the baby or not? 568 00:34:34,907 --> 00:34:36,200 No, of course not. 569 00:34:36,909 --> 00:34:38,452 I know, I'm kidding. 570 00:34:38,786 --> 00:34:39,828 Oh. 571 00:34:41,038 --> 00:34:42,581 Hello. 572 00:34:42,664 --> 00:34:44,082 Congratulations, Daddy. 573 00:34:45,083 --> 00:34:47,044 Thank you. Oh, and thank you for dinner. 574 00:34:47,544 --> 00:34:49,046 So, what's it like? 575 00:34:49,338 --> 00:34:50,964 I want the play-by-play. 576 00:34:51,048 --> 00:34:52,424 Play-by-play of what? 577 00:34:52,508 --> 00:34:53,842 Like, a day in the life. 578 00:34:54,134 --> 00:34:55,511 We don't have any other parent friends. 579 00:34:55,594 --> 00:34:57,095 Neither do we. 580 00:34:57,179 --> 00:34:58,555 - Well, thanks for going first. - No. 581 00:34:58,639 --> 00:34:59,848 If I make it through on the other end, 582 00:34:59,932 --> 00:35:00,808 I'll share all my secrets. 583 00:35:02,351 --> 00:35:03,393 Hmm. 584 00:35:03,894 --> 00:35:05,604 In other news, I got fired. 585 00:35:05,687 --> 00:35:08,232 - What? - No, not exactly fired. 586 00:35:10,484 --> 00:35:12,861 So, are you just gonna stay home with Alma now? 587 00:35:13,362 --> 00:35:14,696 I guess, yeah. 588 00:35:15,155 --> 00:35:16,240 It's good for the baby. 589 00:35:16,532 --> 00:35:17,950 Yeah, she really needed a win. 590 00:35:20,077 --> 00:35:21,495 I bet you'll find something. 591 00:35:21,578 --> 00:35:22,996 If that's what you want. 592 00:35:23,372 --> 00:35:25,165 You could just binge-watch a bunch of shows right now. 593 00:35:25,457 --> 00:35:26,625 It's like an unpaid staycation. 594 00:35:26,917 --> 00:35:27,960 It's really not. 595 00:35:28,252 --> 00:35:29,294 No, I know. 596 00:35:29,378 --> 00:35:30,420 I could never do it. 597 00:35:30,504 --> 00:35:32,047 Yes, you could. 598 00:35:32,130 --> 00:35:34,550 Oh, being responsible for a baby is so scary. 599 00:35:34,633 --> 00:35:36,844 And if we ever have kids, I'm totally gonna be the one 600 00:35:37,135 --> 00:35:38,428 that stays at home. 601 00:35:38,512 --> 00:35:39,763 Wendy makes so much more money than me. 602 00:35:40,806 --> 00:35:42,432 Well, that's what's strange. 603 00:35:42,516 --> 00:35:44,268 It's like the parent who raises the kid is the one 604 00:35:44,351 --> 00:35:45,853 who made all the horrible, short-sighted, 605 00:35:46,144 --> 00:35:47,688 selfish decisions. 606 00:35:47,771 --> 00:35:50,107 Well, only in their most important formative years. 607 00:35:50,190 --> 00:35:52,317 Well, Jo, if you're gonna be a stay-at-home mom... 608 00:35:52,401 --> 00:35:53,443 -Bleh. -...there's only one thing 609 00:35:53,527 --> 00:35:54,778 you need to know. 610 00:35:55,153 --> 00:35:57,072 -Don't shake your baby! -Don't shake the baby! 611 00:35:58,740 --> 00:35:59,783 Totally. 612 00:36:03,161 --> 00:36:04,788 Thanks for coming over so early, you guys. 613 00:36:05,080 --> 00:36:08,625 Oh, thanks for letting us see your gorgeous baby. 614 00:36:08,709 --> 00:36:11,378 And, hey, if you ever want some company, 615 00:36:11,461 --> 00:36:13,547 maybe we could get, like, a tea or something. 616 00:36:13,630 --> 00:36:15,299 That'd be cool. Yeah, thanks, Wendy. 617 00:36:15,382 --> 00:36:17,843 Hey, Jo, I have an idea. 618 00:36:18,719 --> 00:36:21,430 The café has a lull right now with the artwork. 619 00:36:21,513 --> 00:36:23,765 The next artist installs in, like, two weeks. 620 00:36:24,349 --> 00:36:26,393 So, do you want to put some work out? 621 00:36:26,685 --> 00:36:28,228 Seriously? 622 00:36:28,312 --> 00:36:29,771 -Well, what about, like-- -It wouldn't have to be framed. 623 00:36:29,855 --> 00:36:31,440 It's just a lull, so there wouldn't be 624 00:36:31,523 --> 00:36:32,816 an opening or anything. 625 00:36:32,900 --> 00:36:34,026 It's just, like, whatever you got. 626 00:36:34,318 --> 00:36:35,444 I don't need an opening. I'm just excited 627 00:36:35,694 --> 00:36:37,321 for people to see my art. That's cool. 628 00:36:37,404 --> 00:36:38,655 Honestly, nobody really looks at it. 629 00:36:38,947 --> 00:36:39,907 I do. 630 00:36:40,198 --> 00:36:41,325 Kidding. People look at it, 631 00:36:41,408 --> 00:36:42,409 but they never buy it. 632 00:36:43,035 --> 00:36:44,453 -That's true. -Well, I don't care about that. 633 00:36:45,078 --> 00:36:46,496 You'd have to self-install. 634 00:36:46,580 --> 00:36:47,873 What, like, put thumbtacks into a wall? 635 00:36:48,165 --> 00:36:49,166 I can handle that. 636 00:36:49,249 --> 00:36:50,250 -Great. -It's great. 637 00:36:50,334 --> 00:36:51,585 Uh, and it's gotta be new stuff. 638 00:36:52,920 --> 00:36:54,129 What do you mean, new? 639 00:36:54,421 --> 00:36:55,839 Well, you did one of these lulls before. 640 00:36:55,923 --> 00:36:56,965 What, like, last spring? 641 00:36:57,215 --> 00:36:58,926 So we just need, like, no repeats. 642 00:36:59,801 --> 00:37:01,053 Okay, I just... 643 00:37:01,929 --> 00:37:03,680 I don't know if I have anything new. 644 00:37:04,139 --> 00:37:05,474 Since last spring? 645 00:37:05,557 --> 00:37:06,808 Yeah, asshole. 646 00:37:07,100 --> 00:37:07,935 I've been busy. 647 00:37:10,312 --> 00:37:11,647 Of course, um... 648 00:37:12,522 --> 00:37:14,441 -Sorry, I shouldn't have asked. -No, you should have asked. 649 00:37:14,524 --> 00:37:15,943 I'm sorry, I didn't-- I just mean I wish 650 00:37:16,234 --> 00:37:17,069 I had something new, that's all. 651 00:37:17,361 --> 00:37:18,570 -No, I get it. -No. 652 00:37:18,862 --> 00:37:20,030 -Sorry, dude. -Sorry, I didn't mean to-- 653 00:37:20,113 --> 00:37:21,073 I hate myself. Okay? 654 00:37:22,532 --> 00:37:23,825 I don't mean that. I just wish I had 655 00:37:24,076 --> 00:37:25,285 literally anything to put on a wall. 656 00:37:25,369 --> 00:37:26,411 It's fine. 657 00:37:27,120 --> 00:37:28,497 I get it. Look, I don't want to put 658 00:37:28,747 --> 00:37:30,999 any pressure on you. There is totally no rush. 659 00:37:31,792 --> 00:37:33,502 Why don't you let me know when you have something, 660 00:37:33,585 --> 00:37:35,504 and then we'll just-- We'll get you in the next lull. 661 00:37:35,587 --> 00:37:36,630 Sounds good. 662 00:37:38,757 --> 00:37:40,676 -Jo. -Oh, Joanne, are you okay? 663 00:37:40,759 --> 00:37:42,177 I'm fine. You should go. 664 00:37:42,260 --> 00:37:43,303 Time to go. 665 00:37:53,605 --> 00:37:55,190 Babe, what's the matter? What happened? 666 00:37:55,273 --> 00:37:57,025 -What am I doing? -What? 667 00:37:57,109 --> 00:37:58,235 With my life. 668 00:37:58,527 --> 00:37:59,569 You're taking care of our child. 669 00:37:59,861 --> 00:38:01,154 What's more important than that? 670 00:38:01,238 --> 00:38:02,948 I want to do something I'm good at. 671 00:38:07,869 --> 00:38:09,538 Take a breath, okay? 672 00:38:14,209 --> 00:38:15,585 Joanne, you're smart as hell. 673 00:38:15,669 --> 00:38:17,295 You can do whatever you want. 674 00:38:17,379 --> 00:38:19,881 You're good at graphics. You could... get more clients. 675 00:38:20,173 --> 00:38:21,508 And start my own business? 676 00:38:21,591 --> 00:38:23,468 Or you have very good ideas. 677 00:38:23,760 --> 00:38:25,679 You can freaking become an entrepreneur. 678 00:38:25,971 --> 00:38:27,055 Right now? 679 00:38:27,639 --> 00:38:29,307 Okay, I'm brainstorming, all right? 680 00:38:29,391 --> 00:38:30,642 I know you're brainstorming. 681 00:38:30,934 --> 00:38:32,310 Thing about Alma and think about the future 682 00:38:32,394 --> 00:38:33,478 and money. 683 00:38:33,770 --> 00:38:34,938 No, babe, I'm thinking about you. 684 00:38:35,939 --> 00:38:37,733 You can pick anything, and you'd be good at it. 685 00:38:37,816 --> 00:38:39,067 I did pick something. 686 00:38:39,776 --> 00:38:41,194 I don't even do it anymore. 687 00:38:41,903 --> 00:38:43,613 What are you talking about? 688 00:38:43,697 --> 00:38:45,657 I spent so much fucking money on art school for what? 689 00:38:45,949 --> 00:38:47,284 To do graphics? 690 00:38:47,367 --> 00:38:48,493 I sold out. 691 00:38:48,785 --> 00:38:50,829 I didn't make any money, and I got fired. 692 00:38:51,580 --> 00:38:53,206 I'm not an artist anymore either, so it doesn't matter. 693 00:38:53,290 --> 00:38:54,708 Yeah, but you were never any good. 694 00:38:56,418 --> 00:38:57,794 -You were-- -All right, you fucked-- 695 00:38:58,086 --> 00:38:59,337 -That's fucked up. -I sold a piece in school. 696 00:38:59,421 --> 00:39:00,797 You peaked too early. 697 00:39:00,881 --> 00:39:02,591 You were in it for the nude models. 698 00:39:02,674 --> 00:39:05,052 No, babe. I was in it for you. 699 00:39:05,343 --> 00:39:06,970 Stop. It's bedtime. 700 00:39:20,442 --> 00:39:21,485 I got it. 701 00:39:33,455 --> 00:39:36,124 Now, this is if she wants to take a nap. 702 00:39:36,917 --> 00:39:38,835 - Is that a dog bed? - No. 703 00:39:39,419 --> 00:39:41,797 - It's a baby bed. - Oh. 704 00:39:42,089 --> 00:39:43,715 Okay. Thank you. 705 00:39:51,223 --> 00:39:53,433 I never drink coffee on audition days. 706 00:39:55,769 --> 00:39:58,522 And I don't usually have guests. 707 00:39:58,897 --> 00:39:59,815 Oh! 708 00:40:00,107 --> 00:40:01,566 We don't have to-- 709 00:40:01,817 --> 00:40:03,860 We'll have a little coffee, and then you two will go. 710 00:40:04,986 --> 00:40:06,571 Okay. Sounds good. 711 00:40:09,866 --> 00:40:10,992 So, are you an actress? 712 00:40:11,284 --> 00:40:12,369 I am. 713 00:40:13,620 --> 00:40:15,497 Wow. I didn't know that. 714 00:40:15,789 --> 00:40:16,790 How would you? 715 00:40:17,707 --> 00:40:20,627 You were probably her age when we met. 716 00:40:21,753 --> 00:40:22,838 Do you remember me? 717 00:40:23,421 --> 00:40:24,798 What would be to remember? 718 00:40:25,966 --> 00:40:27,134 Wow. Yeah. 719 00:40:30,470 --> 00:40:31,513 I'm quite good. 720 00:40:37,102 --> 00:40:39,896 I was in New York for many years. 721 00:40:39,980 --> 00:40:41,106 And Hollywood. 722 00:40:41,773 --> 00:40:43,900 So, Chicago must have really captured your heart, huh? 723 00:40:43,984 --> 00:40:45,694 Not really. 724 00:40:45,777 --> 00:40:47,487 I've missed New York, but it's out of my price range. 725 00:40:47,988 --> 00:40:49,030 Why are you here? 726 00:40:49,990 --> 00:40:51,074 College. 727 00:40:51,491 --> 00:40:53,618 And I met my husband here. We got jobs. 728 00:40:56,705 --> 00:40:58,707 I mean, we thought about New York, 729 00:40:58,790 --> 00:41:00,333 but it's just not in the cards. 730 00:41:01,334 --> 00:41:04,129 If you want city life that's affordable, Chicago. 731 00:41:04,754 --> 00:41:06,256 The city of compromise. 732 00:41:06,339 --> 00:41:09,050 Well, cheers to that. 733 00:41:16,349 --> 00:41:18,185 You were really different the other day. 734 00:41:18,476 --> 00:41:22,147 Well, working on new material is rejuvenating. 735 00:41:22,230 --> 00:41:24,024 Now I'm feeling more myself. 736 00:41:26,610 --> 00:41:27,777 All right, dear. Time to go. 737 00:41:28,069 --> 00:41:29,070 Oh. 738 00:41:29,362 --> 00:41:30,363 Miriam has to work. 739 00:41:30,864 --> 00:41:31,907 Yeah. 740 00:41:34,284 --> 00:41:35,744 Don't forget your baby. 741 00:41:37,120 --> 00:41:38,496 Right. 742 00:41:39,497 --> 00:41:41,374 Just when I started to feel like a person again. 743 00:41:41,458 --> 00:41:42,500 Can't forget. 744 00:41:46,546 --> 00:41:48,465 Do you know how long she's been asleep? 745 00:41:48,548 --> 00:41:49,549 No. 746 00:41:50,800 --> 00:41:52,427 I forgot to set-- Mm. 747 00:41:53,220 --> 00:41:54,262 Um. 748 00:41:56,097 --> 00:41:58,391 If I touch her, she's going to wake up. 749 00:41:58,475 --> 00:41:59,935 So, um. 750 00:42:03,855 --> 00:42:06,107 Can I just help you with your lines or something? 751 00:42:06,775 --> 00:42:08,026 That would be helpful. 752 00:42:08,652 --> 00:42:09,694 Great. 753 00:42:11,529 --> 00:42:12,572 Thank you. 754 00:43:07,752 --> 00:43:09,045 Bless you. 755 00:43:16,303 --> 00:43:17,345 Are you okay? 756 00:43:17,429 --> 00:43:18,471 Uh-huh. 757 00:43:26,354 --> 00:43:27,731 I'm scared to sleep. 758 00:43:44,331 --> 00:43:45,832 -What kind of theater do you-- -You look tired. 759 00:43:45,915 --> 00:43:46,666 Oh. 760 00:43:56,843 --> 00:43:58,845 I don't really like chitchat, do you? 761 00:44:00,722 --> 00:44:01,931 No, not really. 762 00:44:07,604 --> 00:44:08,980 We don't have to talk. 763 00:44:12,317 --> 00:44:13,360 Cool. 764 00:44:38,718 --> 00:44:40,470 Hey, phone, start timer. 765 00:44:40,553 --> 00:44:41,846 What did you say? 766 00:44:41,930 --> 00:44:44,766 I was just setting my phone timer. 767 00:44:45,058 --> 00:44:46,017 Your what? 768 00:44:46,726 --> 00:44:48,228 Um, I time her naps. 769 00:44:48,311 --> 00:44:49,312 Why? 770 00:44:49,854 --> 00:44:53,108 So I can see how long she sleeps. 771 00:44:53,191 --> 00:44:54,192 Why? 772 00:44:56,194 --> 00:44:59,823 So I can see if she's doing a good job. 773 00:45:02,075 --> 00:45:03,993 Who are you submitting this to? 774 00:45:05,954 --> 00:45:07,288 No one. I just-- 775 00:45:07,372 --> 00:45:08,706 We just-- at the end of the day, 776 00:45:09,958 --> 00:45:12,710 kind of look at it, you know, see if there's anything 777 00:45:12,794 --> 00:45:14,421 we could improve. 778 00:45:14,504 --> 00:45:15,505 Okay. 779 00:45:16,423 --> 00:45:17,465 Please don't do that here. 780 00:45:21,970 --> 00:45:23,304 Hey, phone, end timer. 781 00:45:50,748 --> 00:45:51,791 Hm. 782 00:46:11,686 --> 00:46:13,480 You look like you're waiting for the dental hygienist 783 00:46:13,771 --> 00:46:16,858 to call your name, do something. 784 00:46:16,941 --> 00:46:18,276 No, I didn't, I didn't bring anything. 785 00:46:18,359 --> 00:46:19,402 All right. 786 00:46:19,777 --> 00:46:21,196 Just wait for your baby to wake up. 787 00:46:21,613 --> 00:46:22,530 I'm not waiting. 788 00:46:22,822 --> 00:46:25,408 You may stay here, but please, 789 00:46:27,035 --> 00:46:28,453 please find something to do. 790 00:46:54,312 --> 00:46:56,231 Did you hear back from your audition? 791 00:46:58,858 --> 00:46:59,901 No. 792 00:47:01,861 --> 00:47:02,987 Well, they're idiots. 793 00:47:04,239 --> 00:47:05,323 You were amazing. 794 00:47:09,327 --> 00:47:10,370 Thanks, Joanna. 795 00:48:36,748 --> 00:48:38,458 - Just gas. - Oh. 796 00:48:44,172 --> 00:48:47,550 Oh, baby, are we having too much fun? 797 00:48:47,634 --> 00:48:48,885 Yeah, she can sense it. 798 00:48:58,770 --> 00:48:59,854 Do you have to go? 799 00:49:00,355 --> 00:49:02,357 Yeah, I should probably be home for dinner. 800 00:49:08,279 --> 00:49:10,406 You're welcome to stay for a frozen entrée. 801 00:49:10,490 --> 00:49:12,241 Mm, so tempting. 802 00:49:13,284 --> 00:49:15,411 Hey, Miriam, could you help me with this? 803 00:49:29,967 --> 00:49:31,177 We could order in. 804 00:49:31,260 --> 00:49:32,470 God damn it! 805 00:49:32,553 --> 00:49:33,596 Hey. 806 00:49:35,515 --> 00:49:36,557 Miriam? 807 00:49:40,019 --> 00:49:40,937 Hey, are you okay? 808 00:49:41,229 --> 00:49:42,522 Yes, I want to be alone. 809 00:49:46,693 --> 00:49:48,820 The next one, I think this is from you. 810 00:49:49,112 --> 00:49:50,321 This is from Kelsey. 811 00:49:50,405 --> 00:49:51,447 Okay. 812 00:49:52,990 --> 00:49:54,659 That's nice. 813 00:49:54,742 --> 00:49:56,786 Oh, my goodness. 814 00:49:57,078 --> 00:49:58,746 -They're so small. -Aw! 815 00:49:59,038 --> 00:50:00,373 It's cute. 816 00:50:00,456 --> 00:50:01,708 I love it! 817 00:50:01,999 --> 00:50:05,753 Oh, they come out even smaller than that! 818 00:50:08,506 --> 00:50:10,007 Thank you. 819 00:50:10,091 --> 00:50:13,428 -Adorbs. -This one is from McKenna. 820 00:50:13,511 --> 00:50:14,554 What'd you do? 821 00:50:17,223 --> 00:50:19,559 Oh! 822 00:50:20,685 --> 00:50:22,228 I can't get a puppy, I can't get a puppy. 823 00:50:22,311 --> 00:50:24,147 I'm about to have a baby. I can't go get a puppy. 824 00:50:25,148 --> 00:50:26,357 This one is from me. 825 00:50:26,441 --> 00:50:27,358 Oh, my God. 826 00:50:27,650 --> 00:50:28,693 Sandra. 827 00:50:29,569 --> 00:50:30,862 Thank you. 828 00:50:30,945 --> 00:50:32,655 It's for the-- it's for tubby time. 829 00:50:32,947 --> 00:50:34,574 The little scrubby-dubbies in the tubby. 830 00:50:34,657 --> 00:50:36,325 It's for the tub time. You just put the baby in there-- 831 00:50:36,409 --> 00:50:38,202 Jo, does this just make life so much easier? 832 00:50:39,871 --> 00:50:41,289 We just use the tub. 833 00:50:42,206 --> 00:50:44,083 Oh, but it's so much more fun for baby to have bright, 834 00:50:44,375 --> 00:50:45,752 beautiful things around. 835 00:50:46,043 --> 00:50:46,878 Yeah. 836 00:50:47,170 --> 00:50:48,629 Yeah, probably true. 837 00:50:49,881 --> 00:50:52,467 And this one, I'm not sure, is this one-- 838 00:50:52,550 --> 00:50:53,968 is this one from Linda? I'm not sure. 839 00:50:54,051 --> 00:50:54,969 Linda, did you do this one? 840 00:50:55,261 --> 00:50:56,220 - Jo. - Hm? 841 00:50:59,015 --> 00:51:00,057 Aren't you breastfeeding? 842 00:51:01,267 --> 00:51:02,310 Yeah, I am. 843 00:51:04,645 --> 00:51:06,230 Mm. Mm. 844 00:51:08,191 --> 00:51:09,442 Okay, um... 845 00:51:10,902 --> 00:51:12,195 This one's from Linda. 846 00:51:12,278 --> 00:51:14,906 Thank you so much. Appreciate you. 847 00:51:23,206 --> 00:51:24,916 Okay, well, that's terrifying. 848 00:51:25,208 --> 00:51:28,377 Look, these are from the worst baby shower I've ever been to. 849 00:51:28,461 --> 00:51:29,712 For whose baby? 850 00:51:30,087 --> 00:51:31,297 You? 851 00:51:31,380 --> 00:51:32,757 Am I the baby? 852 00:51:33,716 --> 00:51:34,884 Come on in. 853 00:51:36,886 --> 00:51:40,223 I mean, where is this going anyway? 854 00:51:40,515 --> 00:51:41,891 Don't you stay. 855 00:52:41,325 --> 00:52:43,327 Miriam? You okay? 856 00:52:44,620 --> 00:52:45,621 Oh, my-- 857 00:52:46,247 --> 00:52:47,832 Here, let me help you, let me help you. 858 00:52:49,500 --> 00:52:50,543 Let me help you get up. 859 00:52:53,754 --> 00:52:54,797 Okay. 860 00:52:56,632 --> 00:52:58,050 I don't need your help. 861 00:52:58,134 --> 00:52:59,552 Yes, hold on. It's okay, it's okay. 862 00:52:59,844 --> 00:53:02,013 Let me just put you on the bed, okay? 863 00:53:03,347 --> 00:53:04,724 Oh, God. 864 00:53:08,144 --> 00:53:09,770 Do you take any medications, Miriam? 865 00:53:09,854 --> 00:53:11,314 -What are you doing? -Do you take any medications? 866 00:53:11,397 --> 00:53:12,273 -Get off me! -Any pills? 867 00:53:12,356 --> 00:53:13,900 Do you take any pills? 868 00:53:13,983 --> 00:53:15,026 Stop. 869 00:53:16,110 --> 00:53:18,195 -Ah! -No biting, no biting! 870 00:53:19,113 --> 00:53:20,156 God. 871 00:53:21,198 --> 00:53:22,241 Stop. 872 00:53:27,538 --> 00:53:29,415 Stay down, stay, lay down, lay down. 873 00:53:31,292 --> 00:53:32,627 Stay. Okay? 874 00:54:00,863 --> 00:54:01,906 Sit up. 875 00:54:22,176 --> 00:54:23,219 It's okay. 876 00:54:52,790 --> 00:54:54,208 Good afternoon, Dr. Schwartz' office. 877 00:54:54,500 --> 00:54:55,710 Hi, is Dr. Schwartz available? 878 00:54:56,002 --> 00:54:57,586 Is this an emergency? 879 00:54:57,878 --> 00:54:59,839 Yes, Miriam Fischel was very violent and incoherent and I-- 880 00:55:00,131 --> 00:55:01,799 Okay, I'll get the doctor, hold please. 881 00:55:07,763 --> 00:55:08,973 This is Dr. Schwartz. 882 00:55:09,056 --> 00:55:10,266 Hi, hi, this is Joanna Blau. 883 00:55:10,558 --> 00:55:11,892 I'm Miriam Fischel's niece. 884 00:55:11,976 --> 00:55:13,394 She just wasn't being herself today. 885 00:55:13,686 --> 00:55:15,354 She was getting violent and confused. 886 00:55:15,438 --> 00:55:17,440 And so I gave her something and I'm kind of scared. 887 00:55:17,732 --> 00:55:19,275 Um, I went to her medicine cabinet 888 00:55:19,567 --> 00:55:21,527 and I got carb-- carbamazepine. 889 00:55:21,819 --> 00:55:23,612 And I just, I don't know if I was supposed 890 00:55:23,904 --> 00:55:25,197 to give that to her. 891 00:55:25,781 --> 00:55:27,033 Okay, what is her state now, Joanna? 892 00:55:27,116 --> 00:55:28,492 Um, she's asleep. 893 00:55:28,576 --> 00:55:29,827 Okay, and is she or you hurt? 894 00:55:29,910 --> 00:55:31,245 No. 895 00:55:31,579 --> 00:55:33,164 All right, so she's stabilized, 896 00:55:33,247 --> 00:55:34,749 so there's no need to take her to the ER. 897 00:55:34,832 --> 00:55:36,584 Her mania usually lasts a few days, 898 00:55:36,667 --> 00:55:38,085 but the convulsion should subside with the meds. 899 00:55:38,169 --> 00:55:39,336 Do you know if she's been drinking? 900 00:55:39,962 --> 00:55:41,714 Yeah, she has wine sometimes. 901 00:55:42,006 --> 00:55:43,424 Okay, she really shouldn't, not with these meds. 902 00:55:43,716 --> 00:55:45,301 - Okay. - Let's have Nancy 903 00:55:45,593 --> 00:55:47,261 stay with her until she wakes up. 904 00:55:47,344 --> 00:55:48,763 -And then have her call us. -Okay, who's Nancy? 905 00:55:49,055 --> 00:55:50,598 Nancy Gray. 906 00:55:50,890 --> 00:55:52,141 She's Miriam's caregiver during these manic periods. 907 00:55:52,433 --> 00:55:53,601 Okay, okay. 908 00:55:53,684 --> 00:55:55,269 Um, yeah, I have her card here. 909 00:55:55,561 --> 00:55:56,896 Okay, thank you, Dr. Schwartz. Bye. 910 00:56:04,820 --> 00:56:06,906 We're sorry, the number you have dialed-- 911 00:56:15,122 --> 00:56:17,124 Hey, babe. I brought this hand pump. 912 00:56:17,208 --> 00:56:18,626 I sterilized it. 913 00:56:18,709 --> 00:56:19,877 Oh, there you go. 914 00:56:20,377 --> 00:56:21,879 -And I brought the instructions. -Amazing. 915 00:56:22,171 --> 00:56:23,130 All right. 916 00:56:23,214 --> 00:56:24,548 Thanks. 917 00:56:24,882 --> 00:56:27,176 Oh, wait. Could you actually just wait out here? 918 00:56:27,802 --> 00:56:30,513 -Just in case Miriam wakes up. -No problem. 919 00:56:30,596 --> 00:56:31,639 -Sure. -Okay. 920 00:56:34,225 --> 00:56:35,684 I'll be back with my specimen. 921 00:56:35,976 --> 00:56:36,936 Okay. 922 00:57:00,584 --> 00:57:01,627 Say a word. 923 00:57:04,880 --> 00:57:05,923 I got the stuff. 924 00:57:07,341 --> 00:57:08,717 Can I see it first? 925 00:57:08,968 --> 00:57:10,636 It's good stuff. It's the creamiest. 926 00:57:10,719 --> 00:57:12,429 Well, that's what they all say. 927 00:57:17,768 --> 00:57:19,145 All right, it's all right. 928 00:57:22,106 --> 00:57:23,149 Thanks for coming. 929 00:57:30,531 --> 00:57:32,366 I thought my first night away would be, like, 930 00:57:33,117 --> 00:57:35,077 some awesome vacation 931 00:57:35,161 --> 00:57:37,204 or us having loud sex in a hotel. 932 00:57:38,706 --> 00:57:39,748 Yeah, me too. 933 00:57:41,750 --> 00:57:43,377 It's nothing like what I expected. 934 00:57:45,379 --> 00:57:46,422 Me neither. 935 00:57:47,923 --> 00:57:49,133 What did you expect? 936 00:57:49,800 --> 00:57:50,843 I don't know. 937 00:57:52,803 --> 00:57:53,971 I thought we'd be happier. 938 00:58:07,276 --> 00:58:08,319 Thanks. 939 00:58:11,530 --> 00:58:12,656 I'll miss you, Shu-shu. 940 00:58:18,621 --> 00:58:20,331 Come on, come on, come on. 941 00:59:12,633 --> 00:59:13,759 Miriam, it's me, it's me. 942 00:59:14,051 --> 00:59:15,135 I thought you were a burglar. 943 00:59:15,427 --> 00:59:16,387 I'm sorry, I'm not. 944 00:59:16,971 --> 00:59:18,681 Can you disarm, please? 945 00:59:22,768 --> 00:59:24,103 Something wrong? 946 00:59:24,395 --> 00:59:26,105 Last night, you were having some problems, 947 00:59:26,397 --> 00:59:27,690 and so I called Dr. Schwartz, 948 00:59:27,773 --> 00:59:29,108 and he walked me through the protocol. 949 00:59:29,191 --> 00:59:30,859 What? The protocol? 950 00:59:31,151 --> 00:59:32,027 Get out of my house. 951 00:59:32,319 --> 00:59:33,570 Miriam, I was helping you. 952 00:59:33,654 --> 00:59:34,613 You needed help last night. 953 00:59:34,905 --> 00:59:36,532 I was very scared. 954 00:59:36,615 --> 00:59:38,951 I have somebody who comes over on the rare occasion 955 00:59:39,034 --> 00:59:40,077 that I need help. 956 00:59:40,160 --> 00:59:41,954 Nancy is dead, okay? 957 00:59:42,037 --> 00:59:43,163 You needed me. 958 00:59:43,455 --> 00:59:44,623 It's very lucky that I was here. 959 00:59:44,915 --> 00:59:46,166 Oh, I'm lucky? 960 00:59:46,458 --> 00:59:49,044 For your information, I know Nancy's dead. 961 00:59:49,336 --> 00:59:51,547 -Greta stays over now. -I didn't know that. 962 00:59:51,630 --> 00:59:53,590 Yeah, you didn't know that because I didn't tell you. 963 00:59:53,674 --> 00:59:54,925 Well, it's okay. 964 00:59:55,217 --> 00:59:56,510 You were not in a good place. 965 00:59:56,593 --> 00:59:57,761 You were not yourself. 966 00:59:58,053 --> 00:59:59,888 I'm always myself. 967 00:59:59,972 --> 01:00:01,307 Always. 968 01:00:02,516 --> 01:00:04,101 Let me make this clear, Joanna. 969 01:00:04,184 --> 01:00:06,854 I have a system, and you're not a part of it. 970 01:00:06,937 --> 01:00:08,522 Miriam, I'm family, okay? 971 01:00:08,814 --> 01:00:10,357 Family helps each other. 972 01:00:10,441 --> 01:00:12,192 You don't need to call some random person 973 01:00:12,484 --> 01:00:13,694 -to come over here. -Yeah, I could call-- 974 01:00:13,986 --> 01:00:15,279 Are you listening? 975 01:00:15,362 --> 01:00:16,655 I want family to take care of me! 976 01:00:16,947 --> 01:00:17,990 I don't! 977 01:00:23,162 --> 01:00:24,455 I'm just going to clean up and go. 978 01:00:27,875 --> 01:00:28,917 Joanna. 979 01:00:30,961 --> 01:00:32,338 You're not my family. 980 01:00:33,547 --> 01:00:36,342 My husband was my family. 981 01:00:39,053 --> 01:00:40,095 Where's the baby? 982 01:00:40,387 --> 01:00:41,764 At home with Lucien. 983 01:00:44,933 --> 01:00:46,018 Oh. 984 01:00:46,560 --> 01:00:47,853 I'll be gone soon, okay? 985 01:00:48,145 --> 01:00:49,104 Don't worry. 986 01:01:09,416 --> 01:01:10,542 Lucien? 987 01:01:10,626 --> 01:01:11,877 Lucien! 988 01:01:12,169 --> 01:01:13,170 What? What's going on? What happened? 989 01:01:13,253 --> 01:01:13,962 -Is she okay? -What? 990 01:01:14,254 --> 01:01:15,506 She's fine, she's fine. 991 01:01:15,589 --> 01:01:16,757 I just had the most amazing idea. 992 01:01:17,049 --> 01:01:18,050 You can't do that, I thought something 993 01:01:18,300 --> 01:01:19,093 -happened to her. -Elder shower. 994 01:01:19,176 --> 01:01:20,094 What? 995 01:01:20,386 --> 01:01:21,720 Elder shower, okay? 996 01:01:22,012 --> 01:01:23,764 So I call up everyone in Miriam's Rolodex, 997 01:01:24,056 --> 01:01:26,475 and I invite them to, like, this baby shower type thing, 998 01:01:26,558 --> 01:01:28,602 but instead of a baby shower, it's an elder shower, 999 01:01:28,894 --> 01:01:30,145 so they don't bring little baby things, 1000 01:01:30,229 --> 01:01:31,146 I bring little old people things. 1001 01:01:31,438 --> 01:01:32,815 Oh, yeah. It's a great idea. 1002 01:01:32,898 --> 01:01:34,441 Everything about babies is disgusting, 1003 01:01:34,525 --> 01:01:35,943 but it all becomes so cute because it's covered in, 1004 01:01:36,026 --> 01:01:37,986 like, bunnies and trains and stuff, right? 1005 01:01:38,070 --> 01:01:40,280 Like, even the most taboo topics, like poop, 1006 01:01:40,572 --> 01:01:42,491 and, like, I mean, I guess mainly poop. 1007 01:01:42,783 --> 01:01:44,326 It all becomes, like, easy to talk about 1008 01:01:44,410 --> 01:01:46,161 because all the stuff is so adorable. 1009 01:01:46,245 --> 01:01:49,206 Babies and old people, they need all the same things. 1010 01:01:49,289 --> 01:01:51,583 They need people to push them around, feed them, 1011 01:01:51,667 --> 01:01:53,502 help them go to the bathroom. 1012 01:01:53,585 --> 01:01:55,462 It's sad when it's an adult, but it's cute when it's a baby. 1013 01:01:55,546 --> 01:01:56,713 -Why is that? -People like miniatures. 1014 01:01:57,005 --> 01:01:58,757 Old people are cute, too, but their stuff 1015 01:01:59,049 --> 01:01:59,883 is just, like, so sterile. 1016 01:02:00,175 --> 01:02:01,635 It could be fashionable. 1017 01:02:01,927 --> 01:02:03,429 I could totally see Miriam with, like, a badass cane. 1018 01:02:03,512 --> 01:02:04,847 Or, like, diapers with owls on them. 1019 01:02:05,139 --> 01:02:06,974 Right. Why do adult diapers have to be so sad? 1020 01:02:07,057 --> 01:02:08,851 Okay, there's a kernel of an idea here. 1021 01:02:08,934 --> 01:02:10,894 Miriam needs all this shit, but she just can't afford it. 1022 01:02:10,978 --> 01:02:12,187 Yeah, but she's not that old, is she? 1023 01:02:12,479 --> 01:02:13,897 Exactly. Medicare provides you 1024 01:02:14,189 --> 01:02:15,691 with only the most basic stuff, 1025 01:02:15,774 --> 01:02:16,984 like ugly canes with, like, a rubber bottom 1026 01:02:17,067 --> 01:02:18,652 and, like, a commode. 1027 01:02:18,944 --> 01:02:20,612 She needs to be surrounded by bright, beautiful things. 1028 01:02:20,696 --> 01:02:22,197 No, no, she doesn't need this, okay? 1029 01:02:22,489 --> 01:02:24,199 Oh, she does. She needs a community 1030 01:02:24,283 --> 01:02:26,326 of people destigmatizing her needs. 1031 01:02:26,618 --> 01:02:27,619 Joanna, I don't know her, 1032 01:02:27,703 --> 01:02:29,079 but I know she'll hate this. 1033 01:02:29,371 --> 01:02:30,956 This is how everything becomes a social norm. 1034 01:02:31,248 --> 01:02:33,625 Think about it. Consumerism, right? 1035 01:02:33,917 --> 01:02:35,669 Think about Christmas. Why does everyone want 1036 01:02:35,752 --> 01:02:37,171 a reindeer on their lawn? 1037 01:02:37,254 --> 01:02:38,547 It's because they see it in the store, okay? 1038 01:02:38,630 --> 01:02:40,174 We just have to put them in the stores. 1039 01:02:40,257 --> 01:02:41,758 Get the idea out there. Everyone's gonna want it. 1040 01:02:41,842 --> 01:02:43,469 Okay, babe, this is a very bad idea, 1041 01:02:43,552 --> 01:02:44,845 and I don't think you should do this. 1042 01:02:45,137 --> 01:02:46,472 I need to get her Rolodex. 1043 01:02:46,555 --> 01:02:47,639 She doesn't have that many friends. 1044 01:02:47,723 --> 01:02:48,849 Exactly. It'd be a great way 1045 01:02:49,099 --> 01:02:50,267 to reconnect with all her old friends. 1046 01:02:50,559 --> 01:02:51,643 But you hated Amber's baby shower. 1047 01:02:51,894 --> 01:02:52,769 Because that was cheesy and lame. 1048 01:02:53,061 --> 01:02:54,980 This is gonna be really classy. 1049 01:02:55,063 --> 01:02:57,316 I have to do something, okay? 1050 01:02:57,399 --> 01:02:58,442 Other than this. 1051 01:02:58,525 --> 01:03:00,152 I'm literally suffocating. 1052 01:03:00,694 --> 01:03:02,321 Can't you just think about me for once 1053 01:03:02,404 --> 01:03:04,031 instead of making always about her? 1054 01:03:04,323 --> 01:03:05,991 I'm always thinking about you. 1055 01:03:09,495 --> 01:03:11,038 Coffee. That's really good stuff. 1056 01:03:19,421 --> 01:03:21,965 Hello, this is Miriam Fischel. 1057 01:03:22,257 --> 01:03:24,051 Please give me a message. 1058 01:03:24,134 --> 01:03:25,677 Thank you. 1059 01:03:25,969 --> 01:03:26,970 Hi, Miriam. 1060 01:03:28,847 --> 01:03:30,557 I'm really sorry I overstepped. 1061 01:03:32,059 --> 01:03:33,268 I think I get it now. 1062 01:03:34,228 --> 01:03:36,688 You just want to be friends and nothing more. 1063 01:03:36,772 --> 01:03:37,773 It's fine. 1064 01:03:38,232 --> 01:03:39,483 I get that. 1065 01:03:39,566 --> 01:03:41,109 Just please let us still be friends. 1066 01:03:41,193 --> 01:03:42,903 These cookies are terrible. 1067 01:03:44,613 --> 01:03:46,823 Miriam, you would have hated this baby shower. 1068 01:03:46,907 --> 01:03:48,325 I'm sure. 1069 01:03:48,784 --> 01:03:50,536 There was pin the sperm on the egg. 1070 01:03:50,619 --> 01:03:53,330 Oh, that sounds disgusting. 1071 01:03:53,413 --> 01:03:54,456 I know. 1072 01:04:01,547 --> 01:04:02,839 I'm a bit lonely. 1073 01:04:04,216 --> 01:04:05,842 I'm the loneliest I've ever been. 1074 01:04:06,343 --> 01:04:07,427 And I'm never alone. 1075 01:04:09,429 --> 01:04:10,639 You can come over. 1076 01:04:12,182 --> 01:04:13,225 Really? 1077 01:04:13,934 --> 01:04:15,561 Joanna, I like you. 1078 01:04:16,395 --> 01:04:17,938 Please don't mess this up. 1079 01:04:23,110 --> 01:04:24,861 So Lucien is a software developer. 1080 01:04:24,945 --> 01:04:26,363 Well, sort of, he's actually more 1081 01:04:26,446 --> 01:04:27,781 in customer service, but he's moving up. 1082 01:04:27,990 --> 01:04:29,241 Because he's really good at coding and he's got 1083 01:04:29,324 --> 01:04:30,993 all these great ideas for apps. 1084 01:04:31,076 --> 01:04:32,869 But I'm working on my own ideas so like when the time comes, 1085 01:04:32,953 --> 01:04:34,871 I can give them to him and we can make a ton of money. 1086 01:04:34,955 --> 01:04:36,623 So I was thinking, I have this really great idea 1087 01:04:36,915 --> 01:04:39,876 for live radar of where there's free samples in your area. 1088 01:04:39,960 --> 01:04:41,086 - Free samples? - Yeah. 1089 01:04:41,378 --> 01:04:43,505 So you put your location into the app 1090 01:04:43,589 --> 01:04:45,299 and then it tells you where all the free samples 1091 01:04:45,382 --> 01:04:47,134 are in your area. 1092 01:04:47,426 --> 01:04:49,303 It's like a live feed, which is why I'm calling it Live Feed. 1093 01:04:49,595 --> 01:04:51,013 -So this will be a real thing. -Yeah. 1094 01:04:51,096 --> 01:04:52,431 -A map of free food. -Yeah, yeah. 1095 01:04:52,514 --> 01:04:53,890 Or you could call it The Trough. 1096 01:04:54,182 --> 01:04:55,392 - What about Nosh? - Oh, that's elegant. 1097 01:04:55,475 --> 01:04:57,311 I like that. I don't know. 1098 01:04:57,394 --> 01:04:59,438 There's something grungy about the idea that I kind of like. 1099 01:04:59,521 --> 01:05:01,189 I feel like the free guacamole at the grocery store 1100 01:05:01,273 --> 01:05:02,566 is kind of disgusting, you know? 1101 01:05:02,858 --> 01:05:04,401 It is. It's pretty disgusting. 1102 01:05:04,693 --> 01:05:07,362 I've always wanted somebody to invent a little book 1103 01:05:07,654 --> 01:05:09,656 to guide me to the places I frequent 1104 01:05:10,115 --> 01:05:14,119 because I have no inner compass and it's unsettling. 1105 01:05:14,620 --> 01:05:15,871 Like GPS. 1106 01:05:16,163 --> 01:05:18,248 I personally cannot stand GPS. 1107 01:05:18,540 --> 01:05:19,625 Sunscreen pill. 1108 01:05:19,916 --> 01:05:21,001 Mm-hmm. It takes forever 1109 01:05:21,293 --> 01:05:22,544 to put sunscreen on, so instead, 1110 01:05:22,836 --> 01:05:24,046 you just take the pill 15 minutes before 1111 01:05:24,338 --> 01:05:25,672 you go outside and you're all set. 1112 01:05:27,049 --> 01:05:28,133 You seem jumpy. 1113 01:05:28,675 --> 01:05:30,302 I'm not jumpy. I don't know. I'm-- 1114 01:05:31,845 --> 01:05:32,888 I'm happy. 1115 01:05:34,139 --> 01:05:35,182 I'm happy to be here. 1116 01:05:37,184 --> 01:05:38,185 This is where I want to be. 1117 01:05:38,894 --> 01:05:40,437 Does Lucien get you? 1118 01:05:40,520 --> 01:05:41,605 Does he get me? 1119 01:05:41,688 --> 01:05:42,731 Yes, you're a nut. 1120 01:05:43,023 --> 01:05:44,066 Does he get that? 1121 01:05:44,149 --> 01:05:46,985 He definitely knows I'm a nut. 1122 01:05:47,069 --> 01:05:48,320 You mean, does he appreciate it? 1123 01:05:48,403 --> 01:05:49,446 Mm-hmm. 1124 01:05:50,238 --> 01:05:51,490 Hmm. 1125 01:05:51,573 --> 01:05:52,658 Not enough. 1126 01:05:53,325 --> 01:05:56,286 It is so rare to have a partner who gets you. 1127 01:05:58,163 --> 01:06:00,832 With whom you can be yourself and do what you do 1128 01:06:00,916 --> 01:06:02,334 and not apologize for it. 1129 01:06:03,293 --> 01:06:06,171 Ultimately, Leonard, he didn't really get me, 1130 01:06:06,254 --> 01:06:07,964 and I didn't really get him either. 1131 01:06:09,549 --> 01:06:12,511 Lucien wants me to do what I want, but he also wants me 1132 01:06:12,594 --> 01:06:14,638 to make money, you know, which is fair. 1133 01:06:15,555 --> 01:06:16,807 I think he's kind of like, 1134 01:06:17,516 --> 01:06:18,767 let's be grown-ups now. 1135 01:06:19,309 --> 01:06:20,602 Grown-ups make art. 1136 01:06:21,269 --> 01:06:22,646 Well, I don't really have any creative juices. 1137 01:06:22,938 --> 01:06:24,690 You know what? You sound creative right now. 1138 01:06:28,110 --> 01:06:30,153 I'm either really happy or really sad. 1139 01:06:31,905 --> 01:06:33,156 Yeah. 1140 01:06:33,240 --> 01:06:34,449 So happy... 1141 01:06:36,785 --> 01:06:37,953 or so sad. 1142 01:06:39,371 --> 01:06:40,455 I kind of want some middle. 1143 01:06:41,707 --> 01:06:43,041 Middle... 1144 01:06:43,333 --> 01:06:44,835 is for suckers. 1145 01:06:45,544 --> 01:06:46,878 I still want a little of it. 1146 01:06:47,587 --> 01:06:49,881 I'd like a little bit of it, too, sometimes. 1147 01:06:58,306 --> 01:06:59,975 Is there anything I can do for you? 1148 01:07:02,060 --> 01:07:04,354 I don't know. You seem like... 1149 01:07:04,646 --> 01:07:06,148 sometimes you're a little unsteady. 1150 01:07:06,231 --> 01:07:07,482 Like, would a wheelchair be helpful? 1151 01:07:07,566 --> 01:07:09,234 Uh... 1152 01:07:09,317 --> 01:07:11,862 Yeah, you're more of a walking stick kind of gal. 1153 01:07:14,406 --> 01:07:16,450 Hmm. I should probably get going. 1154 01:07:22,748 --> 01:07:25,083 Hey, if you need anything, just call. 1155 01:07:25,167 --> 01:07:27,002 I'm not gonna be calling you. You're a wreck. 1156 01:07:28,044 --> 01:07:29,880 You can barely take care of your baby. 1157 01:07:30,881 --> 01:07:32,424 I am kidding. 1158 01:07:32,507 --> 01:07:34,342 Oh, my God, Joanna. 1159 01:07:34,426 --> 01:07:35,510 I'm just teasing. 1160 01:07:35,802 --> 01:07:37,554 Come on, Joanna. 1161 01:07:37,637 --> 01:07:38,680 No, no, no, no. 1162 01:07:38,972 --> 01:07:40,098 No, look at her. 1163 01:07:40,390 --> 01:07:42,976 Look at her. She's absolutely alive. 1164 01:07:44,186 --> 01:07:46,188 You-- you just don't... 1165 01:07:46,271 --> 01:07:48,356 exactly strike me as a mother. 1166 01:07:48,440 --> 01:07:50,150 And that's a compliment. 1167 01:07:53,361 --> 01:07:54,488 Okay. 1168 01:07:54,571 --> 01:07:55,614 Thank you. 1169 01:08:02,078 --> 01:08:03,121 Hi. 1170 01:08:04,331 --> 01:08:05,373 I'm Joanna. 1171 01:08:08,668 --> 01:08:09,961 I don't really know you yet. 1172 01:08:10,879 --> 01:08:12,214 You don't really know me. 1173 01:08:14,674 --> 01:08:16,593 But I'm a really interesting person. 1174 01:08:19,095 --> 01:08:22,057 I have a lot of fun ideas for things we can do together. 1175 01:08:23,308 --> 01:08:25,560 Like... 1176 01:08:25,644 --> 01:08:27,604 making dollhouse food out of clay. 1177 01:08:31,274 --> 01:08:35,070 Learning an entire cookbook together. 1178 01:08:35,153 --> 01:08:38,031 Going to the Art Institute and pretending we live there. 1179 01:08:39,825 --> 01:08:41,952 Cross-country train trips. 1180 01:08:44,538 --> 01:08:46,164 It's all so far away. 1181 01:08:48,458 --> 01:08:51,461 We can barely get through a day together, just the two of us. 1182 01:08:56,675 --> 01:08:58,802 You need me, but... 1183 01:08:59,094 --> 01:09:00,512 I don't think you love me. 1184 01:09:03,890 --> 01:09:05,559 You look at everyone the same. 1185 01:09:07,394 --> 01:09:09,229 But I'm the one who's always there for you. 1186 01:09:10,605 --> 01:09:12,190 It's me every time. 1187 01:09:16,820 --> 01:09:18,405 I want you to see me. 1188 01:09:24,911 --> 01:09:26,454 I don't even think you prefer me, 1189 01:09:26,538 --> 01:09:27,873 let alone love me. 1190 01:09:31,167 --> 01:09:33,169 I can't keep going without your love. 1191 01:09:36,047 --> 01:09:38,216 I need you to show me that you love me. 1192 01:09:40,594 --> 01:09:43,138 Please, Alma. 1193 01:09:43,221 --> 01:09:45,682 Just give me a sign that you love me. 1194 01:09:51,855 --> 01:09:54,983 I distinctly remember crossing you off my guest list. 1195 01:09:55,275 --> 01:09:56,818 What are you doing here? 1196 01:09:57,110 --> 01:09:58,528 Dear Margo, you were an unforgettable Peter Pan. 1197 01:09:58,820 --> 01:10:00,447 You must play it again soon. 1198 01:10:02,657 --> 01:10:04,409 Is that Marilyn Monroe? 1199 01:10:04,492 --> 01:10:05,535 Mm-hmm. 1200 01:10:06,995 --> 01:10:08,038 Mm. 1201 01:10:18,840 --> 01:10:20,675 Hi, Eliza. This is Joanna Blau. 1202 01:10:20,967 --> 01:10:22,135 I'm Miriam Fischel's niece. 1203 01:10:23,178 --> 01:10:25,847 Yeah, I'm throwing her a last-minute party. 1204 01:10:27,265 --> 01:10:30,310 Well, there's not really an occasion, actually. 1205 01:10:32,687 --> 01:10:33,772 Damn, this is hot. 1206 01:10:34,773 --> 01:10:35,941 It's nice. 1207 01:10:36,399 --> 01:10:38,276 Still not on board with this, but... 1208 01:10:38,360 --> 01:10:40,070 looks amazing. 1209 01:10:41,738 --> 01:10:42,822 Lucien. 1210 01:10:43,114 --> 01:10:44,074 Huh? 1211 01:10:45,116 --> 01:10:46,368 I watched a movie today. 1212 01:10:47,077 --> 01:10:48,119 Mm. 1213 01:10:48,203 --> 01:10:49,245 What movie? 1214 01:10:49,329 --> 01:10:50,789 All About Eve. 1215 01:10:51,081 --> 01:10:52,374 That's a good movie. 1216 01:10:52,457 --> 01:10:53,500 Mm-hmm. 1217 01:10:56,127 --> 01:10:57,462 Alma was there. 1218 01:10:58,004 --> 01:10:59,673 -At Miriam's? -Yeah. 1219 01:11:02,968 --> 01:11:04,219 I don't think blue light is a problem 1220 01:11:04,511 --> 01:11:06,179 with black and white films. It's okay. 1221 01:11:07,430 --> 01:11:08,723 Yeah. 1222 01:11:09,015 --> 01:11:10,517 I know it's okay. 1223 01:11:10,809 --> 01:11:12,352 Okay. 1224 01:11:12,644 --> 01:11:15,021 Maybe she needs more blue light, you know? 1225 01:11:15,480 --> 01:11:17,315 Maybe it'll open up her eyes. 1226 01:11:17,399 --> 01:11:18,692 I don't even know what they look like. 1227 01:11:18,984 --> 01:11:20,527 What do you mean? 1228 01:11:20,610 --> 01:11:22,153 She never looks at me. 1229 01:11:22,237 --> 01:11:23,571 Like, you spend 20 minutes a day with her, 1230 01:11:23,655 --> 01:11:24,948 and she looks at you. 1231 01:11:25,240 --> 01:11:26,825 I spend more than 20 minutes a day with her. 1232 01:11:26,908 --> 01:11:28,284 Lucien, I just can't keep... 1233 01:11:30,537 --> 01:11:31,997 I had dreams, you know? 1234 01:11:32,288 --> 01:11:33,498 This is the dream. 1235 01:11:33,790 --> 01:11:35,417 This is it. 1236 01:11:35,500 --> 01:11:36,835 I can't stop doing everything that makes me happy 1237 01:11:37,127 --> 01:11:38,962 for someone who doesn't give a shit about me. 1238 01:11:39,254 --> 01:11:40,880 Joanna, she loves you. 1239 01:11:41,172 --> 01:11:42,841 She doesn't love. 1240 01:11:43,133 --> 01:11:44,384 She just needs. 1241 01:11:49,514 --> 01:11:50,640 How many people are coming? 1242 01:11:50,932 --> 01:11:52,851 I think seven or eight. 1243 01:11:53,143 --> 01:11:54,227 That's good. 1244 01:11:54,310 --> 01:11:56,187 Have fun, babe. 1245 01:11:56,271 --> 01:11:57,313 You don't have to lie. 1246 01:11:57,397 --> 01:11:58,898 I know you hate the idea. 1247 01:11:59,190 --> 01:12:01,401 No, I want this to go well for you, Joanna. 1248 01:12:01,484 --> 01:12:02,610 I do. 1249 01:12:02,902 --> 01:12:03,987 Okay, well... 1250 01:12:05,155 --> 01:12:07,615 To be honest, I'm having second thoughts. 1251 01:12:07,699 --> 01:12:09,492 I can just imagine a world where maybe it's not 1252 01:12:09,784 --> 01:12:11,411 the best idea to ambush Miriam in her own home 1253 01:12:11,703 --> 01:12:13,329 with a bunch of old people gifts. 1254 01:12:15,123 --> 01:12:16,166 You don't have to do it. 1255 01:12:16,916 --> 01:12:18,960 I know, I just... 1256 01:12:19,044 --> 01:12:20,253 I want people to know... 1257 01:12:22,172 --> 01:12:23,214 Know what? 1258 01:12:24,507 --> 01:12:25,550 That I'm a grown-up. 1259 01:12:26,301 --> 01:12:27,844 -Joanna. -What? 1260 01:12:27,927 --> 01:12:29,804 You look at least 40 these days. 1261 01:12:30,096 --> 01:12:30,930 Jerk. 1262 01:12:31,222 --> 01:12:32,182 Nutcase. 1263 01:12:34,851 --> 01:12:35,894 Fancy pants. 1264 01:12:38,646 --> 01:12:39,689 Weirdo. 1265 01:12:43,943 --> 01:12:45,028 Bossy man. 1266 01:12:47,864 --> 01:12:48,907 Lazy. 1267 01:12:53,369 --> 01:12:54,412 Boring. 1268 01:13:00,293 --> 01:13:01,336 Empty. 1269 01:13:04,631 --> 01:13:05,673 Weak. 1270 01:13:12,931 --> 01:13:13,973 "Artist". 1271 01:13:20,563 --> 01:13:21,606 Quitter. 1272 01:13:26,945 --> 01:13:27,987 Selfish. 1273 01:13:31,324 --> 01:13:32,367 Selfish. 1274 01:13:36,538 --> 01:13:37,580 Baby. 1275 01:14:28,590 --> 01:14:30,800 I want my goddamn Rolodex back. 1276 01:14:32,969 --> 01:14:34,179 The idea was better in my head. 1277 01:14:35,763 --> 01:14:37,182 Obviously, it was supposed to be ironic. 1278 01:14:37,473 --> 01:14:39,309 Oh, it was. It was a riot. 1279 01:14:41,144 --> 01:14:42,061 Your friends are really sweet. 1280 01:14:42,353 --> 01:14:43,354 They're not my friends. 1281 01:14:43,438 --> 01:14:44,856 They love you, Miriam. 1282 01:14:44,939 --> 01:14:46,357 Jesus fucking Christ. 1283 01:14:48,568 --> 01:14:50,570 How would you feel if strangers came into your house 1284 01:14:50,862 --> 01:14:51,905 to humiliate you? 1285 01:14:52,822 --> 01:14:53,865 You're cooped up all day. 1286 01:14:54,699 --> 01:14:55,909 You don't take your meds. 1287 01:14:56,201 --> 01:14:57,493 You drink. I've never seen you leave. 1288 01:14:57,744 --> 01:15:00,121 I don't believe you even auditioned for that play. 1289 01:15:00,205 --> 01:15:01,581 You get to do what you love. 1290 01:15:01,664 --> 01:15:03,458 I would kill to do what I love. 1291 01:15:03,541 --> 01:15:05,210 You have all the time in the world, and you're wasting it. 1292 01:15:05,293 --> 01:15:07,962 Oh, what the hell are you doing spending your days here? 1293 01:15:08,421 --> 01:15:09,422 Are you working? 1294 01:15:10,048 --> 01:15:11,507 Making friends? 1295 01:15:11,591 --> 01:15:13,843 -I'm taking care of you. -Oh, I didn't realize. 1296 01:15:14,135 --> 01:15:15,845 I thought that I was taking care of you. 1297 01:15:15,929 --> 01:15:17,305 Well, you're not doing a very good job. 1298 01:15:17,388 --> 01:15:19,098 -Oh, crying baby. -You know what, Miriam? 1299 01:15:19,182 --> 01:15:20,934 I would love it if someone threw me a shitty party. 1300 01:15:21,226 --> 01:15:23,645 Go ahead, throw me a fucking postpartum depression party. 1301 01:15:23,728 --> 01:15:25,271 The door's wide open. 1302 01:15:25,355 --> 01:15:26,940 I'm depressed. You're in a mood. 1303 01:15:27,023 --> 01:15:29,234 Okay, so you think because your life is sad, 1304 01:15:29,525 --> 01:15:30,693 I can't be depressed. 1305 01:15:30,985 --> 01:15:32,487 - I'm depressed. - I'm depressed! 1306 01:15:32,779 --> 01:15:34,530 -I'm depressed. -I'm depressed. 1307 01:15:34,614 --> 01:15:36,282 - I am depressed. - You're an amateur. 1308 01:15:36,366 --> 01:15:38,493 -I am depressed! -Oh, I'm depressed too. 1309 01:15:38,576 --> 01:15:40,203 I'm depressed! 1310 01:15:45,500 --> 01:15:48,127 I came here looking for family. 1311 01:15:48,211 --> 01:15:49,337 I don't need a friend. 1312 01:15:58,096 --> 01:16:00,223 So, is she sleeping through the night? 1313 01:16:01,266 --> 01:16:02,475 No. 1314 01:16:02,976 --> 01:16:03,893 Okay. 1315 01:16:04,185 --> 01:16:05,687 I'm sure it'll happen soon. 1316 01:16:08,064 --> 01:16:09,941 So, are you, um... 1317 01:16:12,402 --> 01:16:15,154 Sorry, I can't remember what it is that you do. 1318 01:16:16,572 --> 01:16:18,157 I'm a financial analyst. 1319 01:16:19,284 --> 01:16:20,952 Oh, okay. Right. 1320 01:16:21,244 --> 01:16:23,746 So, when you make a ton of money from selling your amazing art, 1321 01:16:24,038 --> 01:16:26,416 you can come to me, and I will tell you how to invest it. 1322 01:16:27,208 --> 01:16:29,168 Perfect. 1323 01:16:29,252 --> 01:16:31,045 I mean, I don't think I really qualify as an artist, 1324 01:16:31,129 --> 01:16:33,548 but I'll call you. 1325 01:16:33,631 --> 01:16:35,425 I don't think there's a test. 1326 01:16:35,508 --> 01:16:36,551 Yeah. 1327 01:16:37,176 --> 01:16:38,886 I guess not. 1328 01:16:41,222 --> 01:16:43,516 I just remember seeing your drawings at the showcase 1329 01:16:43,808 --> 01:16:45,685 when you and Alex were seniors. 1330 01:16:45,977 --> 01:16:49,731 Yours were strange and creepy. 1331 01:16:49,814 --> 01:16:50,857 Sort of unforgettable. 1332 01:16:51,691 --> 01:16:52,859 Aw, thanks. 1333 01:16:54,068 --> 01:16:57,613 I wish I could make something like that or see what you see. 1334 01:16:57,697 --> 01:16:58,906 Oh, I'm so sorry. Am I being boring? 1335 01:16:58,990 --> 01:17:00,575 Oh, no. Oh, my God. 1336 01:17:02,660 --> 01:17:04,495 I'm sorry. It's just been a week. 1337 01:17:04,579 --> 01:17:06,706 Well, weeks. 1338 01:17:06,998 --> 01:17:08,333 Yeah, I'm not getting a ton of sleep, 1339 01:17:08,416 --> 01:17:09,584 so that's kind of... 1340 01:17:09,876 --> 01:17:11,169 kind of where I'm at. 1341 01:17:11,252 --> 01:17:13,254 Well, we don't have to force this. 1342 01:17:13,338 --> 01:17:15,381 No. It's fine-- I'm not... 1343 01:17:15,465 --> 01:17:18,009 I don't even remember how to do this. 1344 01:17:18,968 --> 01:17:20,345 Are you not seeing friends? 1345 01:17:20,428 --> 01:17:22,597 Mm. Just my aunt. 1346 01:17:22,889 --> 01:17:24,223 Yeah. 1347 01:17:24,307 --> 01:17:25,725 She's as pathetic as I am. 1348 01:17:26,017 --> 01:17:27,810 Plus, she's mad at me right now. 1349 01:17:28,811 --> 01:17:31,564 I don't know. She's clinically... something. 1350 01:17:31,647 --> 01:17:33,024 I don't know what, but-- 1351 01:17:33,274 --> 01:17:34,817 Yeah, I don't think I'm clinically depressed. 1352 01:17:35,068 --> 01:17:37,195 I'm not clinically-- I mean, I don't feel like myself. 1353 01:17:37,278 --> 01:17:38,780 You know? I feel empty. 1354 01:17:38,863 --> 01:17:40,406 Like-- Well, actually, that's not even true. 1355 01:17:40,490 --> 01:17:42,575 I feel full. I feel very full. 1356 01:17:42,658 --> 01:17:45,036 And, yeah. I mean, I think it's just normal, though. 1357 01:17:45,119 --> 01:17:46,704 It's just what it's like to have a baby. 1358 01:17:46,996 --> 01:17:49,165 It's just the ups and downs that you go through. 1359 01:17:49,248 --> 01:17:50,458 You know? It's just what it is. 1360 01:17:50,750 --> 01:17:52,168 I mean, I'm afraid to go to sleep-- 1361 01:17:52,251 --> 01:17:53,961 but... 1362 01:17:54,045 --> 01:17:55,797 it's nothing to worry about. It's fine. 1363 01:17:56,089 --> 01:17:58,216 It's not serious. Just, I think it's-- 1364 01:17:58,299 --> 01:17:59,467 I think, sleep deprivation. 1365 01:18:01,511 --> 01:18:02,595 I'm not worried. 1366 01:18:04,555 --> 01:18:06,140 Have you talked to other moms about this? 1367 01:18:06,432 --> 01:18:07,767 Ew, other moms. 1368 01:18:08,059 --> 01:18:09,227 No. 1369 01:18:09,310 --> 01:18:10,853 I don't talk to other moms. 1370 01:18:11,604 --> 01:18:12,980 I'm not like a "mom". I just-- 1371 01:18:13,272 --> 01:18:14,816 I have a baby, you know? 1372 01:18:15,316 --> 01:18:17,026 Well, you are, though. 1373 01:18:17,318 --> 01:18:18,611 - Mmm. - Maybe... 1374 01:18:18,903 --> 01:18:19,862 other moms feel the same way. 1375 01:18:20,154 --> 01:18:21,114 Uh-huh. 1376 01:18:23,950 --> 01:18:25,410 Sorry, it's just hard to explain to someone 1377 01:18:25,493 --> 01:18:26,994 who doesn't have a baby. 1378 01:18:27,286 --> 01:18:28,913 Oh. 1379 01:18:29,205 --> 01:18:30,706 - Okay. - Oh, sorry. 1380 01:18:30,790 --> 01:18:32,125 No, I mean it, like... 1381 01:18:32,708 --> 01:18:34,001 No, I'm sorry. 1382 01:18:34,085 --> 01:18:35,211 I really didn't mean it like that. 1383 01:18:35,294 --> 01:18:38,005 It just came out like that. 1384 01:18:38,089 --> 01:18:39,590 -I meant no offense. -No, none taken. 1385 01:18:39,674 --> 01:18:41,509 No, I really-- I don't even know. 1386 01:18:41,592 --> 01:18:43,261 I don't know what I'm saying. I'm just talking. 1387 01:18:43,344 --> 01:18:44,929 I don't even know what I'm saying. 1388 01:18:45,012 --> 01:18:46,514 Like, I don't even know-- I don't even know-- 1389 01:18:46,597 --> 01:18:48,808 Do you and Alex... Do you want kids some day? 1390 01:18:49,100 --> 01:18:49,934 Yes. 1391 01:18:50,226 --> 01:18:51,978 -Very much. -That's... 1392 01:18:52,061 --> 01:18:54,063 -Yeah. -We're trying. 1393 01:18:54,147 --> 01:18:55,398 Great. 1394 01:18:55,481 --> 01:18:56,524 It's just taking a really long time. 1395 01:18:56,816 --> 01:18:58,443 Oh, God. I'm so sorry. 1396 01:18:59,527 --> 01:19:00,945 I'm so sorry. 1397 01:19:01,237 --> 01:19:02,196 I didn't... 1398 01:19:02,989 --> 01:19:04,073 I'm sorry. 1399 01:19:04,365 --> 01:19:06,117 -I can't stop crying. -Me too. 1400 01:19:07,034 --> 01:19:09,120 I think it's the hormones. 1401 01:19:29,348 --> 01:19:30,391 Hi. 1402 01:19:31,559 --> 01:19:32,768 Hello. 1403 01:19:33,019 --> 01:19:37,148 Who gave me the robot vacuum cleaner? 1404 01:19:37,231 --> 01:19:39,150 Oh, uh, Vivian. 1405 01:19:42,361 --> 01:19:45,323 Who gave me the electric candle set? 1406 01:19:45,615 --> 01:19:46,908 So thoughtful. 1407 01:19:46,991 --> 01:19:48,659 Ew, I know. Uh, that was Paulette. 1408 01:19:54,207 --> 01:19:55,708 What's your address, Joanna? 1409 01:19:56,792 --> 01:19:58,461 Oh, you don't need to send me a thank you card. 1410 01:19:59,587 --> 01:20:00,630 What is it? 1411 01:20:02,131 --> 01:20:04,133 2420 West Fullerton. 1412 01:20:06,802 --> 01:20:08,054 Apartment? 1413 01:20:08,346 --> 01:20:09,597 2C. 1414 01:20:11,641 --> 01:20:13,351 Zip code? 1415 01:20:13,434 --> 01:20:15,728 60647. 1416 01:20:20,816 --> 01:20:21,984 Okay, thank you. 1417 01:20:23,319 --> 01:20:24,529 Goodbye. 1418 01:20:24,820 --> 01:20:25,988 Oh, okay. 1419 01:20:26,989 --> 01:20:28,032 Bye. 1420 01:20:55,643 --> 01:20:56,811 It's a compass. 1421 01:21:29,468 --> 01:21:31,178 Thanks, Kathy! Good to see you. 1422 01:21:32,847 --> 01:21:34,557 And, uh... 1423 01:21:34,849 --> 01:21:35,683 Miriam? 1424 01:21:35,975 --> 01:21:37,184 -Yes, hello. -Hi. 1425 01:21:40,438 --> 01:21:41,772 Oh, honey, we don't need that. 1426 01:21:41,856 --> 01:21:43,274 We'll snap a picture inside. 1427 01:21:43,357 --> 01:21:44,609 Oh, okay. 1428 01:21:49,572 --> 01:21:50,906 No, go, go, go, go. 1429 01:21:55,953 --> 01:21:57,830 Joanna, will you please do me a favor? 1430 01:22:02,793 --> 01:22:04,545 On the blue tape, hun? 1431 01:22:06,172 --> 01:22:07,757 All right, Miriam, I'll point, 1432 01:22:08,049 --> 01:22:09,925 and you'll slate, okay? 1433 01:22:10,009 --> 01:22:11,552 You've got chocolate chip cookies there 1434 01:22:11,844 --> 01:22:13,220 and a pill bottle. 1435 01:22:13,304 --> 01:22:14,347 Any questions? 1436 01:22:14,430 --> 01:22:15,473 No. 1437 01:22:15,556 --> 01:22:17,600 Okay, here we go. 1438 01:22:20,478 --> 01:22:21,937 Miriam Fischel. 1439 01:22:45,628 --> 01:22:47,588 Ahem. Ahem. Ahem. 1440 01:22:47,672 --> 01:22:49,757 Ahem. 1441 01:23:07,108 --> 01:23:08,359 Oh... 1442 01:23:09,318 --> 01:23:10,486 Oh... 1443 01:23:13,698 --> 01:23:14,824 Oh... 1444 01:23:16,909 --> 01:23:18,619 Okay. 1445 01:23:18,703 --> 01:23:21,455 That was a little too real. 1446 01:23:21,747 --> 01:23:24,834 Um, Let's try it again with a lighter touch, okay? 1447 01:23:25,126 --> 01:23:26,544 It's just reflux. 1448 01:23:28,003 --> 01:23:29,046 Right. 1449 01:23:37,012 --> 01:23:38,347 You're in the zone. 1450 01:23:45,438 --> 01:23:46,439 Can I see? 1451 01:23:46,731 --> 01:23:47,690 Mm-hmm. 1452 01:24:26,896 --> 01:24:28,230 Do you feel... 1453 01:24:29,482 --> 01:24:30,775 like you're drowning? 1454 01:24:38,449 --> 01:24:39,658 Do you feel like you're drowning? 1455 01:24:42,119 --> 01:24:43,370 I'm drowning. 1456 01:24:44,789 --> 01:24:46,248 Forgotten. 1457 01:24:46,332 --> 01:24:47,583 Alone. 1458 01:24:47,666 --> 01:24:48,834 Mm. 1459 01:24:49,335 --> 01:24:51,545 I'm the one who's forgotten and alone. 1460 01:24:51,837 --> 01:24:53,339 Oh, yeah, I forgot. 1461 01:24:53,422 --> 01:24:55,758 Joanna's the only person that can have feelings. 1462 01:24:56,926 --> 01:24:58,677 Luce, this is obviously so much harder for me 1463 01:24:58,969 --> 01:25:00,012 than it is for you. 1464 01:25:04,433 --> 01:25:06,018 Or am I just really bad at this? 1465 01:25:19,698 --> 01:25:20,991 Come on! 1466 01:25:23,202 --> 01:25:25,204 -You're all right. -Oh, my God. 1467 01:25:58,404 --> 01:26:01,532 Do you believe the world is a good place, overall? 1468 01:26:03,701 --> 01:26:04,743 Not really. 1469 01:26:07,580 --> 01:26:08,622 Me neither. 1470 01:26:13,419 --> 01:26:14,712 So why do we keep going? 1471 01:26:16,171 --> 01:26:17,673 And procreating. 1472 01:26:22,553 --> 01:26:24,221 -Mm. -Oh, my God. 1473 01:26:29,852 --> 01:26:30,853 Oh, my God. 1474 01:26:31,145 --> 01:26:32,104 What? 1475 01:26:33,439 --> 01:26:34,815 She's looking at me. 1476 01:26:36,025 --> 01:26:37,568 What? 1477 01:26:37,651 --> 01:26:38,903 She's really looking at me. 1478 01:26:42,990 --> 01:26:44,450 She sees me. 1479 01:26:46,410 --> 01:26:48,537 She knows who I am. Hi. 1480 01:26:50,623 --> 01:26:51,540 Hi. 1481 01:26:51,832 --> 01:26:52,875 I'm your mom. 1482 01:26:54,793 --> 01:26:55,920 You're my daughter. 1483 01:26:58,005 --> 01:26:59,256 I have a daughter. 1484 01:27:04,178 --> 01:27:05,846 This is your niece. 1485 01:27:05,930 --> 01:27:07,598 Your grandniece, I guess. 1486 01:27:15,064 --> 01:27:16,649 Hi, cutie pie. 1487 01:27:20,069 --> 01:27:21,111 Hi, Alma. 1488 01:27:22,863 --> 01:27:24,573 -Hi, Alma. -Hi, Alma. 1489 01:27:27,159 --> 01:27:28,202 We see you. 1490 01:27:41,548 --> 01:27:48,013 ♪ Well I like to have fun and stick out my tongue ♪ 1491 01:27:48,097 --> 01:27:51,517 ♪ Cause life isn't easy ♪ 1492 01:27:51,809 --> 01:27:55,771 ♪ But it's a whole lot better than none ♪ 1493 01:27:55,854 --> 01:28:02,611 ♪ You tell everyone that your youth isn't over ♪ 1494 01:28:02,695 --> 01:28:07,700 ♪ One, two, three, four, five ♪ 1495 01:28:07,783 --> 01:28:12,246 ♪ It helps me feel alive ♪